@ChristianNoenaim

When Will it Stop?

It has been steady,
This pain, it has endured,
You can't silence
All those that you've hurt.
And I-
I've tried to escape this
But the cut is too deep.
It is infected,
I'm so tormented,
I can't sleep,
It is infected,
I'm so tormented,
I can't sleep.

When will it stop
When will it end?
You've had enough fun.
I tried to live my life but I
Can't anymore.
You think you can do what you want,
You're just this Candy man.
You give away so much candy,
It has poison within.

The sad thing is that
you would smile if you knew,
About all the heartache,
That you put us through
And I-
I think that it is time
To be put in your place.
And when you sleep,
And when you sleep,
I hope you see my face,
And when you sleep,
And when you sleep,
I hope you see my face.

When will it stop
When will it end?
You've had enough fun,
I tried to live my life
But I can't anymore.
You think you can do what you want,
You're just this Candy man,
You give away so much candy,
It has poison within.

God save me,
This rage is eating me away
Way, way deep,
Way deep
For you to save, save me,
This rage is eating me away,
I'm waiting for that day,
I'm waiting for that day.

When will it stop?
When will it end?
You've had enough fun,
I tried to live my life
But I can't anymore!
You think you can do
What you want!
You're just this Candy man,
You give away so much candy,
It has poison within!
It has poison within!
It has poison within----

I want this out there so people can better understand what a victim of sexual abuse feels like, especially when they are blamed, looked down on, and they get no justice for what was done to them. I wish that no one else would ever have to feel this way again. I wish these things would never happen again. With that being said, we know that as long as there is evil in the world, sexual abuse will continue. If you are reading this, please consider advocating for legislation to be put in place that would ensure that all rapists, pedophiles, and sexual abusers would be put away or institutionalized for the rest of their lives without any chance of being released. They rarely regret what they do and the men who abused me went on to abuse others. They never stop.

No matter what we experience here, in the end, GOD WINS. Some people are not going to be too happy about that, but I will be. GOD WINS, Jesus is Lord.

About love, rejection, losing your pride, and choosing to continue loving someone even if they won’t reciprocate it. Death approaches, fight for those you love while you can.

#Song #LoveSong #Music #Ballad #Marriage #MakeLoveGreatAgain

This is about falling in love and being truly loved in return. At first you may feel unworthy, especially when you have been mistreated or discarded very easily before, but when you are with the right person, all apprehensions and uncertainty will fall away.

#StopTheBias #FreedomOfSpeech #Rock #NewMusic #Censorship #FightTheCensors

Say I’m Through

You think I'm wrong,
Then you should pray,
Don't try and push me
To go your way.
You think you're perfect
I see no love.
Now stop your screaming
At sky above.

Say I'm through,
Say I'm through,
Say I'm through,
Say I'm through,
But It's not true. What?!

Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
But it's not true!

Say I'm through-
No, No, No!
Say I'm through-
No way!
Say I'm through-
Nuh uh
Say I'm through.
No way.

Trash talking me,
with all your words,
That's what your known for,
Elsewise unheard,
You say I better
see what you see,
That's when I,
Become more me.

Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
But it's not true. No!

Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
But it's not true!

Say I'm through-
N-N-No,N-No, N-No!
Say I'm through-
No way!
Say I'm through-
Nuh uh!
Say I'm through.
No way.

Gonna love the haters
Though they do me wrong,
'Cause hurting others
Doesn't make you strong.
Doesn't make you strong.

Gonna love the haters
Though they do me wrong,
'Cause hurting others,
Doesn't make you strong!
Doesn't make you strong!
No!!!

Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
But it's not true.

Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
Say I'm Through,
But it's not true!

Say I'm through-
I'm not even starting-
Say I'm through-
Just you wait and see-
Say I'm through-
God has the last word-
Say I'm through-
He's not done with me! Yeah!
Say I’m Through! Yeah!

Lyrics and melody composed by C. Noenaim

“Sing With Me”

I knew a girl
She’s a woman now
Grew up so early
Pops kicked her out
He didn’t want her
To speak her mind,
She had to leave it all behind.

She says,
“If I get knocked down,
I always will rebound,
And I’ll still sing,
I’ll still sing,
Yeah.”
She’ll still sing,
She’ll still sing,
Yeah!

She works all day and
has school at night,
And everyday feels
Just like a fight
She works real hard to
Make dreams more sure
And I just want to be like her!

She says,
“If I get knocked down,
I always will rebound,
And I’ll still sing,
I’ll still sing,
Yeah.”
She’ll still sing,
She’ll still sing.
Yeah!

How can she be
So soft and so strong?
I have loved her
For so long
For so long!

She says,
“If I get knocked down,
I always will rebound
And I’ll still sing,
I’ll still sing,
Yeah!”

Oh darlin’—-
Sing with me,
Endlessly,
Yeah!
Sing with me,
Endlessly,
Yeah!
Sing with me!
Endlessly,
Yeah!
Sing with me!
Endlessly,
Yeah!

This #Rock #Song is meant to be an expression of my admiration toward the many Middle Eastern/Iranian women who are bravely standing up for freedom. These women are simply taking off their hijab and/or dancing, but harmless displays of individuality or joy like these are not permissible under Sharia Law. Some of the women in this video have suffered severe consequences ie. mental and physical torture, prison, etc. When a system oppresses and destroys the people within it, it needs to end. #EndShariaLaw

We need to start a real discussion with honesty and sincerity. We need solutions, because Islam/Sharia Law isn’t compatible with Western Civilization, and that makes the issue more complex on multiple levels. Acknowledging this and many other self-evident facts could help us develop solutions more efficiently, and hopefully the process can take place without equivocations, obfuscations, or needless ad hominem attacks.

Finally and most importantly, it would be best to confront these issues from a place of love and compassion. We must demonstrate that we have something better to offer. Any attempt to #ChallengeIslam from a place of arrogance or superiority will be destructive. Most Muslims are very sincere and stand to lose a lot if they challenge or leave their religion. Many have lost social standing, their friends, their families, and even their lives. These are precious human beings made in God’s image, let’s lift them up in prayer because God loves them, and it only follows that we should also love them.

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First thing you should know about me is that God became real to me through through the life, death, resurrection, and ascension of Jesus Christ my Lord.

“Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to His own advantage; rather, He made Himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to death-- even death on a cross!” (Philippians 2:6-8).

I suppose God has created me to be an artist, so I’m taking what’s left of what He’s given me and praying that my gift will be useful for His purpose, and any prayers toward this aim would be appreciated. 💙