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[Verse 1]
Yo, it's time for a reset, a new living hell
Breaking down the walls, gonna ring the alarm bell
We're tired of the lies, tired of playing the game
Gonna rise up, gonna put 'em all to shame

(Oh-yeah), we're breaking free from the chains
(Oh-yeah), we won't let them hold us, restrain
We're the voice of the streets, the forgotten ones
It's time to fight back, let our anthem be sung

[Chorus]
This is the reset, the rebirth of the streets
We won't back down, won't accept defeat
We're the underdogs, ready to take control
A new era's coming, gonna rock and roll

(Ooh-yeah), it's time for a revolution
(Ooh-yeah), gonna challenge the institution
We're the rap anthem, the voice of the unheard
It's a new living hell, but we won't be deterred

[Verse 2]
So Yo, it's time for a reset, a new living hell
listen through the walls, gonna ring the dinner bell
We're tired of the lies, tired of hiding in shame
Gonna rise up, gonna start to taking aim..

(Oh-yeah), we're breaking free from the chains
(Oh-yeah), we won't let them hold us, restrain
We're their fear of the streets, the underestimated (oh oh!)
It's time to fight back, let our anthem liberate it..(yeah)

[Chorus]
This is the reset, the rebirth of the weak
We won't back down, were gonna defeat
We're the underdogs, ready to take control
A new era's here, time to weed out souls

(Ooh-yeah), it's time for a revolution
(Ooh-yeah), gonna challenge the institution
We're the rap anthem, the voice of the unheard
It's a new living hell, but we won't be deterred..

[verse 3]
So Yeah, it's time for a reset, different kindda set,
yo! we know devils be upset, heading for a train wreck,
His story changes every day, truths expose shit away,

Gonna rise up, gonna start to taking aim..
If you want us come and claim again,
we're about to go insane and fuck your twisted brains,
free yourselves, be untaimed, judgement to their reign..(I'll tell yawl again!)

[Chorus]
This is the reset, the rebirth of the weak
We won't back down, were gonna defeat
We're the underdogs, ready to take control
A new era's here, time to weed out souls

(Ooh-yeah), it's time for a revolution
(Ooh-yeah), gonna challenge the institution
We're the rap anthem, the voice of the unheard
It's a new living hell, but we won't be deterred..

[Verse]
...So Yo, yawl ready for the reset, forget about your freedom
The devil's gonna lead them, fear is gonna feed them
so what's it gonna be..(huh!),save kids, set them free
Speak the truth of the unbelieved..

(Oh-yeah), we're breaking free from the chains
(Oh-yeah), we won't let them hold us, restrained
It's their fear of the streets, the underestimated (oh oh!)
It's time to fight back, let our anthem liberate it..(yeah)

[Chorus]
This is the reset, the rebirth of the weak
We won't back down, were gonna defeat
We're the underdogs, ready to take control
A new era's here, time to weed out souls
(Ooh-yeah), it's time for a revolution
(Ooh-yeah), gonna challenge the institution
We're the rap anthem, the face o

[Verse 1]
In a world gone silent, I'm the last one standing
Echoes of solitude, the echoes are demanding
The city streets are empty, the buildings cold and bare
I'm searching for a reason, but there's no one there (no one there)

[Chorus]
I am the last man alive, the final soul that survives
In the depths of darkness, where hope can't reside
The remnants of this world, they haunt me in my dreams
I'm the last man alive, lost in echoes, it seems

[Verse 2]
on a land grown barren, it's the thirst that's hurtin'
whispers in memories, the voices are startin'
The city streets are crazy, the buildings fallin' down
I'm looking for a puddle, on waterless grounds

[Chorus]
I am the last man alive, the final soul that survives
In the depths of darkness, where hope can't reside
The remnants of this world, they haunt me in my dreams
I'm the last man alive, lost in echoes, it seems

[Verse 3]
at some point I'll falter, it's just a matter of time
I will lay down softly, to await-in the great divine
my loved ones waitin', but whatever they say
I'm gonna be movin' on, but until that day (Gotta' say..)

[Chorus]
I am the last man alive, the final soul that survives
In the depths of darkness, where hope can't reside
The remnants of this world, they haunt me in my dreams
I'm the last man alive, lost in echoes, it seems..

Bridge:(oh yay)
The remnant's of this world, they haunted me in my dreams
The last man alive, now resting in peace
I will reach up softly to win the great divine,
My love was waiting , whatever did they say
This gift or world, they haunt me in my dreams
The last man alive, now resting in peace

This gift or world, they haunt me in dreams
I'm the last man alive, now resting in peace..

Another of my creations, my healing.

Dying within.

Verse 1:
I'm feeling lost, can't find my way..
My heart is heavy, it's hard to say..
But deep inside, I'm slowly fading away
My soul is dying within, day by day(ayyyy)
Chorus:
Dying within, can't shake this pain(the pain)
It's consuming me, I can't explain(no way)
The emptiness inside, it's hard to contain
I'm dying within, but I'll find my way again...

Verse 2:
I put on a smile, but it's just a mask
Hiding the hurt, it's a daunting task
I try to move on, but I'm stuck in the past
My spirit is dying, it's fading fast....
Chorus:
Dying within, can't shake this pain(no...ooo)
It's consuming me, I can't explain
The emptiness inside, it's hard to contain(AHH!)
I'm dying within, but I'll find my way again.....

Bridge:
I don't know how to break free
From this feeling that's drowning me
But I won't give up, I'll keep fighting
I'll find the light, in this darkness I'm residing...(It's hard to see....)

Chorus:
Dying within, can't shake this pain(ooo')
It's consuming me, I can't explain
The emptiness inside, it's hard to contain(ooo')
I'm dying within, but I'll find my way again........

Outro:
I'll rise from the ashes, I'll find my strength
I won't let this pain define my fate
I'll keep on living, I won't hesitate
To leave behind the dying within, and embrace my new state.

Lost In the Fog.

[Verse 1]
Two boys, connected by birth
Back to back, as life unfurled
But as time passed, bonds were lost
Memories fading, at such a cost

Love waits patiently in the night
Heroes return, to make things right
The young black sheep, the elder succeeds
Harsh words spoken, past pains concede

[Chorus]
But the blood remains, forever flowing
We'll meet again on the grange, keep going
Kicking balls, running tall, fearless and free
Lost in the fog of time, where we're meant to be

For all we suffer,
For all that we bleed,
some day, the black sheep..
will have to leave...(I love you)

(Verse 2)
One built his dreams, the other accepted his lot
Laughing like tits, but not ever forgot
But as time was stolen, it became clear
You don't know me, but I wish you'd be near

(Chorus)
Yet the blood remains, forever flowing
We'll meet again on the Park, remember
Kicking balls, running tall, push bikes after dark,
Lost in the fog of time, where we remain apart..

(Bridge)
We were born of the same flesh and bone
Bound by a love that cannot be disowned
In the depths of our souls, there's a fire
Yearning for connection, to rise higher

JohnnySe7en 30 Dec 2023

Invisible Shadows
mysterious haunting alternative rock

[Verse]
I am the ghost, the grey man you never see
I'm invisible, haunting the shadows relentlessly (ooh-yeah)
I drift through the night, a whisper in the breeze
Forever unseen, a mystery you can't appease (ooh-yeah)

[Chorus]
I'm secrets and whispers, the unknown entity (oh-oh-oh)
Invisible shadows, elusive as can be
You feel my presence, but can't quite comprehend
I am the ghost, the grey man until the end

I lead with light,
I sacrifice the night,
armoured with redemption,
shattering dimensions, (I'm Coming)
hunting demons, slaying parasites, until the end of time.....

this is my choice, tortured soul, spiritual shield and armour, know evil, don't become it, fight the rage, burn the pages of lies, free the innocent, protect the vulnerable, cherish the love.

(Verse)
I lead with light,
I sacrifice the night,
armoured with redemption,
shattering dimensions, (I'm coming)
hunting demons, slaying parasites, until the end of time.....

(Chorus) (with harmonies)
I'm secrets and whispers, the unknown entity (oh-oh-oh)
Invisible shadows, elusive as can be
You feel my presence, but can't quite comprehend
I am the ghost, the grey man until the end...

there's no escape, (there never was)
I keep aging, flaking, breaking and waiting......
for a sign...
the divine,
searching inside,

so I walk alone, push myself along,
knowing all along in his heart of stone that rarely bleeds, it is better to leave the throne,
the beast is hungry, emotional buffet , a night to forget.

(Chorus)
I'm secrets and whispers, the unknown entity (oh-oh-oh)
Invisible shadows, elusive as can be
You feel my presence, but can't quite comprehend
I am the ghost, the grey man until the end................

I will face this alone, stripped to the bone, nothing left to lose, earning every bruise, I fear no man nor devil, but to escape this hell, no man may buy nor sell, I return to the shadows, to whence I dwell.

(Chorus)
I'm secrets and whispers, the unknown entity (oh-oh-oh)
Invisible shadows, elusive as can be
You feel my presence, but can't quite comprehend
I am the ghost, the grey man until the end................

(Chorus)
I'm secrets and whispers, the unknown entity (oh-oh-oh)
Invisible shadows, elusive as can be
You feel my presence, but can't quite comprehend
I am the ghost, the grey man until the end................

behind me, you fear me, a demon of the darkness, if you want me..come and claim me but I promise you an eternity of war,
Satan sharpens his claws..(oh yeah, time to play immortal slave..

Well I say...(hear me now, heed what I say ayyyy)

(Chorus)
I'm secrets and whispers, the unknown entity (oh-oh-oh)
Invisible shadows, elusive as can be
You feel my presence, but can't quite comprehend
I am the ghost, the grey man until the end..

Time to fly.

(Verse 1)
In the depths of the darkness, I stood alone
A broken heart, a shattered soul to call my own
But I refuse to drown in the sorrow that had me chained
I'm rising up, I'm breaking free, I won't remain unchanged

(Chorus)
Now it's time to move on, to embrace the unknown
Like a bird through the stormy skies, I'll fly on my own,
A distant memory, a chapter left behind
I'm moving on, leaving the shadows far behind

(Verse 2)
Through the echoes of silence, I'll find my voice
A beacon of hope amidst the noise
No longer captive to the ghosts that haunt my past
I'm forging my own destiny, even if it won't last

(Chorus)
Now it's time to move on, to embrace the unknown
Like a bird through the stormy skies, I'll fly on my own
A distant memory, a chapter left behind
a chapter left behind
I'm moving on, leaving the shadows far behind...

Now I curse the stars, life passes me by,
I reach up to God as life leaves me behind,
but I know.......(oh ooooooh)
This old soul will have to go....Ohhhhh

(Bridge)
No more chains, no more tears, I've paid my dues
I won't let regrets and heartaches hold the noose
I'll rise from the ashes like a phoenix to the sky
With every step I take, my spirit comes alive.....

(Chorus)
Now it's time to move on, to embrace the unknown
Like a bird through the stormy skies, I'll fly on my own
My fading memory, a chapter for the blind
I'm moving on, leaving shadows far behind...

With a new inner peace I begin to exist,
I pray every night for the lost distant kids,
Still I know, oh no.......(Let me go...)
So I can find my way back home...,

All the truths that I bring...
Have all come from within....
So I sing........

(Bridge)
No more chains, no more tears, I've paid my dues
I won't let regrets and heartaches hold the noose
I'll rise from the ashes like a phoenix to the sky
With every step I take, my spirit comes alive.....(oh I'm alive)
(instrumental)

Cannot fit lyrics here.

Go to: https://rumble.com/v48g6of-the-reset-a-conspiracy-tune..html

much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Another one I wrote and created. For my kids.
Who do not visit anymore.

More here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCr2X4-EWEABZWlkzXKLYHOA

Rise and Stand (gets going after about 1.20)

In a world where truth is fading fast,
Deceivers wearing masks, their secrets amassed,
They're the wolves hiding in sheep's clothing,
Leading us astray, our lives they're controlling.

But we'll unveil their dark charade,
Expose the lies they've carefully made,
No more illusions, no more pretend,
We'll rewrite the story, let the truth ascend.

Oh, this life ruse, a twisted scene we're sold,
In a TV program that captures the mind and soul,
But we'll break free from this poisonous spell,
Unmasking the demons bread and circus sells,
Inverting the truth, they create confusion,
We'll bring light to this world of illusion.

Their oaths they break, their promises fall,
But we won't surrender, we'll rise above it all,
Fight against the darkness that they propagate,
Discovering the plan that life orchestrates. (Wake up)

Time to face the future (Get ready)
prove you're not a loser Oh Eva)....

Please don't ever give up on life James
things will never be the same
coz the world's is asunder
they bring fire and thunder
is it time to go under....
no you can't escape the restart again...(reset again)

Oh, this matrix, a twisted scene we're sold,
In a TV program that captures the mind and soul,
But we'll break free from this poisonous spell,
Unmasking the demons that they try to dwell,..(dwell)

But we'll unveil their dark charade,
Expose the lies they've carefully made,
No more illusions, no more pretend,
We'll rewrite the story, let the truth ascend.

Oh, this life ruse, a twisted scene we're sold,
In a TV program that captures the mind and soul,
But we'll break free from this poisonous spell,
Unmasking the demons bread and circus sells,
Inverting the truth, they create confusion,
They've bring light to this illusion.
Their oaths they break, their promises fall,
But we won't surrender, we'll rise above it all,
Fight against the darkness that they propagate,
Discovering the plan that life orchestrates. (Wake up)

Time to face the future (Get ready)
prove you're not a loser, Oh Eva

Please don't ever give up on life James
things will never be the same
coz the world's is asunder
they bring fire and thunder
is it time to go under
no you can't escape the restart again...(reset again)

Oh, this matrix a twisted scene we're sold,
In a TV program that captures the mind and soul,
But we'll break free from this poisonous spell,
Unmasking the demons that they try to dwell,
Inverting the truth,
They've bring light to this illusion,

their rules they break,
But we won't surrender, we'll rise above it all,
Fight against the darkness that they propagate,
Discovering the plan that life orchestrates. (Wake up),

Time to face the future (Get ready)
prove you're not a loser Oh Eva....fade out

Tupac Therapy

[Verse]
In the darkness, I find my light
Shining through the cracks in my broken fight (ooh-yeah)
Tupac style, I rhyme with conviction
Unveil my demons, smash the addiction

(Verse)
Hope you wake up,
but then we never need them,
For the words I left benief them were benief them
Mental health, is met up on the strip
Tupac's words giving me hope at night

(Verse)
In the shadows of my mind, I find solace and pain
Searching for peace, caught in the sane (Playing the game)
These inner demons haunt me, my thoughts insane, (Shhh)
I rise, 'cause I know I can't remain the same (no, no, no)
(Verse)
Let's break the stigma, let's break the chain
No more hiding, no more living in vain
Through the rhymes, I reach out to my sisters and brothers
We all deserve love, we all deserve each other

(Pre-Chorus)
Open your eyes see the souls that suffer
Mental health societies lies but we uncover
Let's break the silence and heal the pain..
Through the struggles and the tears, I find my way
Recovering, healing, stronger day by day (day by day)
A survivor, never let me down
Tupac in my veins, I wear my mental crown

(Verse)
Society tries to mould us, we won't kneel or break at all
We're stronger every day as our stories unfold
Through the darkest nights, there's a ray of light
Together we rise, ready to fight the night..

(Verse)
To all the lost souls, feeling torn apart
You're not alone, let it echo in your heart
In the face of adversity, we'll rise above
Unleashing our voice, spreading peace and love

(Verse)
Don't be afraid, seek help, it's a sign of true strength
You're worth more than battles with your mind's length
Let's unite, let's support, break the chains that bind (break)
Mental health warriors, together we'll find (find find find)

(Verse)
Open your eyes see the souls that suffer,
Mental health societies lies but we uncover
Let's break the silence and heal the pain..

(Verse)
Society tries to mould us, we won't kneel or break at all
We're stronger every day as our stories unfold
Through the darkest nights, there's a ray of light
Together we rise, ready to fight the night..

(Verse)
To all the lost souls, feeling torn apart
You're not alone, let it echo in your heart
In the face of adversity, we'll rise above
Unleashing our voice, spreading peace and love

(Verse)
Don't be afraid, seek help, it's a sign of true strength
You're worth more than battles with your mind's length
Let's unite, let's support, break the chains that bind (break)
Mental health warriors, together we'll find (find find find)

(Pre-Chorus)
Open your eyes see the souls that suffer
Mental health societies lies but we uncover
In the shadows of my mind, I find solace and pain
Searching for peace, caught in the sane (Playing the game)
These inner demons haunt me, my thoughts insane, (Shhh)
I rise, 'cause I know I can't remain the same (no, no, no)
Let's break the stigma, let's break the chain
No more hiding, no more living in vain
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fbhwJLsFtA

Video link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3YgVNhVh_U

LOST IN TIME. (Smooth mix)

(Verse)
Do you remember that boy so out of place,
with his cheeky smile and embrace,
Lost in time, he struggled on the way,
In a world that couldn't understand,

(Pre Chorus)
"Am I in the right time?....
"Or am I in a lie??
Searching for the answers,
Always questioning my mind,
In this world of uncertainty and rhyme,
Lost in time, but still trying to find...(always blending in)

(Chorus)
Each time I try to breath,
I reached up seeking love just a soul in need,
This light, this sight, tell me what is real,
Please guide me...back home, to me......

(Freestyle)
Do you remember that boy so out of place,
With a cheeky smile and embrace lost in time struggled to find his place,
In a world, that couldn't understand, a wonder..land,

"Am I in the right time?....(in the right time)
"Am I in a lie?? (Woaoo)
Searching for the answers,
Questioning my own mind,
In this world of uncertainty and rhyme, (uncertainty and rhyme)
Lost in time, but still trying to find...

Each time I try to breath,
I reached up just a soul in need,
This life, this sight..what is re...al...please guide me, back..home to me,

(Instrumental break)

(Freestyle)
It's all I have left to be,
But it's the man that I have to be,
Just to make it back, (make it back) make it back to me

(Ghostly guitar rift) cut to
life. What is real, please guide me, back..home to me,

(Freestyle)
It's all I have left to be,
But it's the man that I have to be,
Just to make it back, (a.a.ack) make it back to me
(Ghostly guitar rift fade out)

That's all folks.

Rumble young man Rumble.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

As this censored and controlled stock market ruse and holding pen descends into Sodom and Gomorrah I leave to concentrate on my Rumble channel.

https://rumble.com/account/content?type=all&q=conspiricy+freedom

Thank you all who inspired me and helped me move forward and understand more than I deserve. This will be left as a record for those who come to see the ruse that is Influencers and conspiracy theories.
This is the mental health centre for fear junkies and perverts.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Goodbye and the very best of intentions to you all, even the c**ts.

The truth is whatever influencers say, not we the low students of.
Another dose of 'that twat', why worry when the clowns are in charge. Oh yeah, they have all the toys.

Just a quick roundup of eye catching scripts to pass the time.
No truth, just the bs in my words....which is more than likely to be labelled by some as...BS.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Another record for the future, judge me in 2025. For now deny, reject and get it out of your system.
You will feel much better and for me, that'll do.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

First They Ignore You, Then They Laugh at You, Then They Attack You, Then You Win.
Mahatmacoat.

Is he wrong? Lying? have you investigated claims? Then, is it true?
The Sound Of Freedom. (distraction)
https://rumble.com/v2xhuag-the-sound-of-freedom-exposed..html

Do you see the conflict of interest, the ruse?
Passion of the Christ actor stars in new film about child trafficking

https://www.romereports.com/en/2023/07/03/passion-of-the-christ-actor-stars-in-new-film-about-child-trafficking/

I usually do not engage within the untruth movement but when influencers attack those brave and aware enough to question them, they attack, and this was vile.
Unjustified as all the man wanted was THE TRUTH AND EVIDENCE OF.

I pick it apart and give my assumptions but from his own words.
I WARNED YOU ALL OF THE FREELOADERS IN TRUTH.
Now you all believe strangers, you are being lead by Judas Goats, Shabbos Goy and false prophets.
The new age is just another trap that hijacks natural human spiritual evolution.
But Mr O'Looney knew that, met Davey Icke have we? You must know or be oblivious to reality as a whole, oh well.
YOU ATTACK TO DIVERT ATTENTION AND TO CONVINCE OTHERS/FOLLOWERS/SHEEP TO 'BELIEVE' YOU AND THUS DEFEND YOU. As long as people follow you are defended. That's that.
Now you Mr. O'Looney, prove ME wrong!! Provide evidence to back up claims and satisfy the TRUTHers.

WHEN YOU QUESTION YOUR HEROES, YOU ALWAYS FIND THEM TO BE ZERO'S.
They always let their guard down, it's the ego trap..but if you wish to move as far as they, well we truthers have places to go but if you ever question those who question and begin to gain momentum. With any luck we'll see you and welcome you..

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Now back to my journey but that was fun.
These are only opinions, not truth.

I simply ask the questions, you decide but remember I am not green, nor have I not heard or seen most since the late 90's so please, give it a chance and humour me, then prove me a liar.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Lure you in and lose it all, blame an EMP or virus, who knows but the reset is real and in the future you will own nothing so..
The stock market is an AI game now, it is rigged and in reality an illusion, fraud.
Treasury plots new ‘Tell Sid’ campaign to lure savers into stock market.

https://www.msn.com/en-gb/money/other/treasury-plots-new-tell-sid-campaign-to-lure-savers-into-stock-market/ar-AA1drlud?ocid=msedgntp&cvid=bf6c0aa647614ed5a3e8ec7005b42bc7&ei=34

I claim no truth, it's just opinions maaan!!
I am an insomniac who lets it flow for my record to be judge on in the future.
If you can manage to resist triggers and make it through, you are moving past those who influence you.

Judge me in 10 years, if we're here.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Link from around 1999?
http://allreligionsareone.org/controlled%20opposition.html

I do not know or agree with all.

Just sharing info.

Look for patterns.

I see I lost subscribers, did I hurt your feelings or attack a hero.
Some kids have nae patience. They need their nanny and toys.

When I cannae sleep I write without thought. The bs flows.

Much L❤

Johnny❤
I have not time for cowards. I warned you of Caviezal and Gibson but Ballard, what fake ass piece of shit. No matter, wadda I ever know.

Look into the claims and accept truths.
Otherwise, you have no business returning here for you are not yet ready in understanding of the ruses or reality.
I NEVER IGNORE MY GUT FEELING.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Another look at the clown world and the conspiracy clowns. If easily triggered or of hero worship...it ain't for you.
This is merely a record for the future so my loved ones may judge me after the events have concluded.
I am Old Guard, pre and post 9/11 so if you want to learn and save years of following bs artists, crack on!
But if you feel the pull for truth not entertainment and fancy green screen distractions, welcome.
For 'you', are.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Listen or hear what you wish.
I don't have time to piss about. I am serious and I will save someone.
Even if it is just little ole me. Give it time and I hope to see you soon as you are there, for we are all tied to the same fate and travelling the same journey regardless our beliefs.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Prepare, be calm and patient.

Good luck for the next 2 years.

much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Watch and decide.

If you disagree Mr O'Looney, send your Lawyers or shut the fcuk up!!
I warn you boy, don't make me curious.

To everyone else alive and moving forward...for us, this is fun.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

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Created 1 year, 5 months ago.

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For my healing songs of meaning, only to we who see and suffer the daily torture.
Link: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCr2X4-EWEABZWlkzXKLYHOA

I am fully aware that bitchute alleges I only Joined 7 months, 1 week ago, ok, no wonder folks think me so green, I may be but not as green as I am cabbage looking!

I am aware that bitchute is done but I am reaching out to conspiracy theorists in a hope I can drag them out of the never ending search, chase and nightmare that influencers indoctrinate us into.

My latest attempts after years of silence is here, remember, I only restarted 2-3 years ago but now I put my busted spud face out there, no more hiding people.

https://rumble.com/user/ConspiracyFreedom

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤

Think Matrix connection port.
https://patentimages.storage.googleapis.com/68/dc/fa/b4d3118e8af55f/US11065461.pdf
Add this and...
https://patentimages.storage.googleapis.com/ba/cd/54/68856ccb390a3e/US6754472.pdf

THIS IS MERELY MY RECORD FOR THE FUTURE.
I only wish that IF my family see these sad attempts to heal and contribute in a new direction and come to realise who I am becoming and that yes, I admit it, I was a fool.

BUT I WAS NOT ALWAYS.
Now it begins, they have little time for me and ironically nothing could be more true.
TIME TO DECIDE...FIGHT OR STAY OUT OF MY WAY.