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Inspired by the #HigherSideChats episode “Troy Maclachlan: Revisiting the Saturn Death Cult. Please comment with hashtag #HigherSideChats to get this song on the podcast!

Hey, how do you like me now?
Usually things start out well
But, wait! I have more to tell
A mountain that no one can scale
I’m different at different times
I have lived so many lives
Ditched them like they’re dumpster fires
The choice is never mine I

Slide
Right in
I don’t know when I will be back again
I’m tryin’
But it’s a slippery slope
And I keep slidin’

Well, believe it or not
I’m not always this sharp
I come across pretty smart
Like I’ve read some books
And I’ve read a lot
But all the info that I’ve got
Don’t add up to common sense
When I ditch my intellect and

Slide
Right in
I don’t know when I will be back again
I’m tryin’
But it’s a slippery slope
And I keep slidin’

I have done my best
To keep hold
Now I need my rest
And I am letting go
I keep building alters
But none answer the call
So when my grip falters
I’ll enjoy the fall
Cuz it’s a
Long
Way
Down
To
Nothing
At
All

Slide

Slide
Right in
I don’t know when I will be back again
I’m tryin’
But it’s a slippery slope
And I keep slidin’

-About #psychoticbreaks

They say you’re insignificant
False claims and stains and fingerprints
But you are a furnace protecting a flame
That comes from the fire
that forged everything

And you have a mission
To preserve truth
Empires rise and they fall
Against the weight of history
Where we go one
We go all

They say you’re weak and powerless
And it is futile to resist
But you’re the miracle of creation
Or the wonder of evolution
Or both

Sing:
Me and the Sun are one and the same
And I have a duty to illuminate

You are love right from the source
And only love will guide you home

When you complete your mission
To enforce justice
Will you answer the call?
You’re either for or against us
Where we go one we go all

You are the laws of nature
You are the fall of Rome
You are the wrath of the Creator
Where we go one
We go all

Where we go one we go all

You are a furnace protecting a flame

Where we go one we go all

We are the fire of illumination

Where we go one we go all

You are a furnace protecting a flame
That comes from the fire
Of Creation

Summer’s gone
And Winter is here
But we find growth
Where the trees grow bare
If you despair
Openly
Then you find love
Without
Apology

We’ll stay warm under your long hair

Seems no one knows
The troubles you’ve seen
But sure enough,
You’re not unique
We find signs
Everywhere
We are not the first
Trespassers here

We’ll stay warm under your long hair

Never kept good track of time
Never held it down too strong
When the decisions we’re all mine
You know I only made them wrong

All of this knowledge and nothing to say
I’m big sky country bound today
All of my life that I’ve lived in pain
Big sky country
Waxes and wanes

Never cared for being alone
Never kept up with my friends
Who came to visit me at home
Oh, I loved every one
Of
Them

All of this knowledge and nothing to say
I’m big sky country bound today
All of my life that I’ve lain to waste
Big sky country dream I will chase

Beyond the horizon and only in dreams…

I’ll be devising our getaway schemes
All of my life that I’ve lived in pain
Big sky country
I’m leaving today

The artwork I am busting moves in front of was created and crafted by the brilliant Bill Watson! Check him and his wonderful work out at http://watsonscribbles.com and on FB at @watsonscribbles ❤️

Featuring Marshal Lawrence on violin!

Some people say that I’m
Intimidating
I seem aggressive
My masculinity
Is a toxic expression

But there’s a part of my inside
That no one knows
I can be a little loose in the limbs
And light on the toes

I can be too extra
It can be an annoyance
It’s just the free fab side of me
I’m a little flamboyant

Some people say that I’m
Intimidating
But I’m a little flamboyant
It’s just the free fab side of me
Sit back and enjoy it

I’m an emotional creature
A Cancer ruled by the Moon
When the mood’s right
You might
Catch me
Dancin’ in the moonlight
In my room

I can be demonstrative
And attract attention
I can’t be identified
I defy convention

There’s a performer in me
Shining through the cracks
So when I take the stage
Don’t be taken aback

Some people say that I’m
Intimidating
But I’m a little flamboyant
It’s just the free fab side of me
Sit back and enjoy it

Bright colors
Pinks and blues
Neon laces on my shoes
All the garish hues
I come dramatic
Like the news

Some people say that I’m
Overwhelming
I can get manic
You any judge a book by its cover
There’s no need to panic

I can be too extra
It can be an annoyance
It’s the performer in me
I’m a little flamboyant

Some people say that I’m
Intimidating
But I’m a little flamboyant
It’s just the free fab side of me
Sit back and enjoy it

It’s just the free fab side of me
I’m a little flamboyant

Some people say that I’m
Intimidating
But I’m a little flamboyant
It’s just the free fab side of me
Sit back and enjoy it

Some people say that I’m
Intimidating
But I’m a little flamboyant
It’s just the free fab side of me
Sit back and enjoy it

As I walk in my bare feet
I hear only one sound
I am thrumming with the Ohm
And I was born to sing along

My voice comes from across the rift
My mouth was built to blare it
I’ve got a message and I’ve got a gift
And I have a right to share it

I hear the frequencies

I am beating with the pulse
Of life that flows through each of us
I am driven by the thrust
Of universal consciousness

I am moved by the chorus
All through my extremities
I am turning with the Taurus
I feel all the frequencies

I hear the frequencies

You won’t see me use no pseudonym
I will put my name on everything
You won’t catch me putting up no front
I will put my name on whatever I want

I will always walk in my bare feet
Speak the truth when it is unspoken
You always know when you see me
My heart chakra is wide open

I know what my purpose is
And here I do declare it
I’ve got a message and I’ve got a gift
And I have a right to share it

I hear the frequencies

I’ve got this damn hernia
No surgery will fix
Sometimes my elbow hurts so bad
That I can’t sit still
When my heartburn’s burning
You know it really kicks
When my gout flares up
I can’t walk to get my pills

But everything is temporal
As substantial as a feather
Everything’s illusory
So you’ve got to be clever
Everything’s dynamic
Nothing stays the same forever

Baby
All I need
Is to bang a drum

There are debacles so devastating
The future lays in doubt
There are times you are uncertain
You will ever make it out
Catastrophes so crushing
They break you right in half
So save them for posterity
In a photograph

Baby
All you need
Is to bang a drum

So when you’re sitting in my seat
Down at old Old Towne

Remember everyone I’d meet
And everyone around
Got the very best of me
With so little to give
So keep the beat going
For as long as you live

Cuz everything is temporal
As substantial as a feather
Everything’s illusory
So you’ve got to be clever
Everything’s dynamic
Nothing stays the same forever

Baby
All you need
Is to bang a drum

And keep the beat
Rambling on

Let the sky fall and the scenery change
Megan Maricle’s always the same
The world turns away and it takes with it
Blame
Guilt
Sadness and
Shame

Megan Maricle’s always the same…

In another context in another time
You can leave your memories behind
Lake Tahoe is wide
They’ll never reach you on the other side…

I don’t know if you’re siren
Seductress
Or saint

I know times they are changing
But Megan
She ain’t

Fit as a fiddle and smooth as a stone
Megan’s a girl I’d sure like
To
Take
Home

So let the sky fall and the scenery change
Megan Maricle’s always the same
The world turns away and it takes with it
Blame
Guilt
Sadness and
Shame

Megan Maricle’s always the same

Give me a girl
With wide set eyes
That take in everything
Under the sky
That sparkle like glitter
Under the Sun

And shake me so bad
I speak in tongues

Give me a girl
With rad tattoos
Can’t take her anywhere
Cuz she’s so rude
Can’t get away from her
She’s too much fun

And makes me so nervous
I speak in tongues

And I lose my mind until there’s nothing left
I will ride this clown car to my death

Give me a girl
With wide set eyes
That see right through me
And know I’m lying

Baby
I know you’ve been cryin’
And if I say I haven’t been
You know I’d be lyin’

Everyone seems a little
Down
Maybe it’s astrological
Something contagious going
Round
It’s really diabolical

Sometimes it is all you can do
So you have got to do what I say
You have got to stand up for you
Hold your head up high
And have a nice day

I won’t give up
I won’t let you give in
Evil forces, they conspire
But we won’t let them win
Negativity’s knock-knockin’
But we won’t let it in
We won’t give up
Hold your head up
High
Until I see you again

You don’t have to believe
In a higher being
You just have to believe
You can achieve what you’ve been dreaming

Sometimes it is all you can do
There’s no options on the shelf
You have got to show up for you
Put it on the line
And bet on yourself

We won’t give up
And we won’t give in
Evil forces, they conspire
But we won’t let them win
Negativity’s knock-knockin’
But we won’t let it in
We won’t give up
And we won’t give in

They’ve got you on the run…
Everything was shattered
Despite all your love,
You couldn’t hang on
When it really mattered
And you
Could just
Give up…

But baby
You’ve got to dry up all your tears
Let me assuage all your fears
Listen to what I say here:

Everyone needs a little
Lift
So everyone together
We pivot and we
Shift
We all fall down but come back better

We won’t give up
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

We won’t give up
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

We won’t give up
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

We won’t give up
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

We won’t give up!
And we won’t give in!
Evil forces they conspire
But we won’t let them win
Negativity’s knock-knockin’
But we won’t let it in

We won’y give up!
And we won’t give in!
We won’t give up!
And we won’t give in!

Hold your head up
HIGH
Until I see you again…

Inspired by Kristen, sung for everybody

They say you’re insignificant
False claims and stains and fingerprints
But you are a furnace protecting a flame
That comes from the fire that forged everything

And you have a mission
To preserve truth
Empires rise and they fall
Against the weight of history
Where we go one, we go all

They say you’re weak and powerless
And it is futile to resist

But you’re the miracle of creation
Or the wonder of evolution
Or both

Sing:
Me and the Sun are one and the same
And I have a duty to illuminate

You are love, straight from the source d
And only love will guide you home…

When you complete your mission
To enforce justice
Will you answer the call?

You’re either for or against us
Where we go one we go all

You are the laws of nature
You are the fall of Rome
You are the wrath of the creator
Where we go one we go all

Where we go one we go all

Where we go one we go all

You are a furnace protecting a flame

Where we go one we go all

We are the fire of illumination

Where we go one we go all

Where we go one we go all

You are a furnace protecting a flame
That comes from the fire
That forged everything

If you pick your wounds
I’ll lick them clean
If you need a pillar
On which to lean

Just squirm out of stasis
And back to your feet

And when you feel weary
When you feel distraught
Or angry
Or lonely
Please don’t be…

Cuz you make me feel
Like there’s not a love in the world
that wants anything to do with me
Maybe we grow up
And I prove you wrong…
We’ll see

When you need a friend
Here I am
And all that I want is to claim relevance
To smolder in your heart
Despite your head

We can ignore some
Inconvenient truths
And bad tattoos
On our foix au deus

Change is an ominous thing
You’re gonna hate me:
I tend to complicate things…

I know we both love eachother
But I want to be more than lovers, now

I promise transparency and trust
I promise “not you, not me, not us”
In your heart I inspire doubt
But never betray our bond
Or sell you out

Take as long as you need
I will be right where I said I would be
As long as you take
I will be right where you told me to wait
Cuz It’s clear from the optics:

You ain’t heard from God above
Or you’re Daddy didn’t show you love
-We got this

Cover tattoos in maternity clothes
Bury those secrets where nobody knows
Replace the sod at the city’s expense
And frame our new yard
in a white picket fence

Burning chakras
Reptilian insistence
I bet you see “deep inside”
from kissing distance…

I’ve seen you glow in the carport at night
Where the noise from the woods
plays a chord with your sighs
Always on my mind
Always on my mind…

Hurry up to stay still
I could have made it easy for you
I could have come six thousand times
If it’s your fault then it’s surely mine

But you can rely on me
To answer the door
And to set the alarms
Get us in the safe room
and die in your arms

Take as long as you need
I will be right where I said I would be

My voice is distinct in the opiate night
You can’t help but look outside
Always on your mind

Always in our minds

I concede I
have got a little nerves
I clock my freedom
by the hours
I have left with her

We’ve got a talker
We’ve got a listener
I want to rock her
Celebrate our freedom
Like prisoners

So game and fake it
Another instinct learned
Til we shed our clothes
To be inspected
Like prisoners

Everybody we know
is going to die
And only a few will live
We can hide
Like fugitives

We’ve got a driver
We’ve got a passenger

You need a runner

You need a climber

To dodge disaster…

Between future and past
East and West
is some kind of answer
Between heart and head

Sail the Chesapeake
Up and down
Visit every port, and party
Pick poppies on the Puget Sound
Where the night is dark and starry

Goodnight goodnight for now
You see the sun rise
and I don’t, but
The feeling is fresh in my mind
You feel like you’ll die
But you won’t

Oh you
You’re just stuck at home all by yourself
And you
You’ve spent all the money you can spend
You’ve cried all the tears that you can cry
With no witnesses to sympathize

You’ve worn out
Your favorite disguise
Now see the world
Through tired eyes

Sail the Chesapeake
Up and down
Visit every port, and party
Pick poppies on the Puget Sound
Where the night is dark, and starry

Goodnight goodnight for now
You see the sun rise... and I don’t, but
The feeling is fresh in my mind
You feel like you’ll die...

But you won’t

You can’t tell your nightmares
From the news

Stacking bodies in ICUs

Cuz there’s not enough beds

Does your daughter feel warm...
Or is it in your head?

You take her to get looked at
Drive through the eerily empty
dystopian dream
And, you feel lost...
As the doctor prescribes her quarantine

They shut down all the schools
And all the children scattered
They’re enacting laws pro tempor
We are not allowed to gather

They want us to maintain “social distance”
And enter our homes without resistance
To give us the cure
And you open your eyes
to the signs you ignored
But it’s too late
And your consciousness goes as you’re
dragged out your door...

We can’t just go out whenever we want
We wear masks, it hangs in the air
Like swarms of mosquitoes
in malarial swamps
And the drones crowd the lights
as curfew starts
They are like moths
You won’t see the war end
but the battle
is lost

Control is with chips
in little incisions
Reduce the soul to algorithms

But we are safe

Forgive all my trespasses, darling
Please, pardon all of my crimes
Nurture a friendship for nothing
Nurture a love to last lifetimes

I’m emotional...
Seeing red
I’ve a notion between
my heart and my head
to never speak
to you
again...

Forgive all my trespasses, darling
Please pardon all of my crimes
Nurture a friendship for certain
Nurture a love to last lifetimes

Friendship: an arm around your shoulder
Oh, so no harm...
But act bolder...
Galvanized to go jack to the start!
Friendship an ache in my heart!

Forgive all my trespasses, darling
Please pardon all of my crimes
Nurture a friendship forever
Nurture a love to last lifetimes

I looked upon the edifice
Of my broken life
How my thoughts and actions
Destabilized it
I will not lie

You know, I felt repetitive
Just like a broken line
I get pictures, parts of it
They’re like flashing lights
I will not lie

I stood upon the precipice
Before the open sky
And I was forged in the light
I will not lie

I will not lie

I will not lie

Take what you need
Go where you want
And in the meantime
I will be just
hanging on...

Oh, you’ll be on my mind
You were with me all the time,
for everything
There’s no need to be unkind
The capacity for ugliness
...is harrowing

You’re breaking my heart
You’re hurting my brain
Now that we part
There is no anger
Only the truth
remains

Oh you’ll be on my mind
You were with me all the time,
for everything
There’s no need to be unkind
The capacity for ugliness
...is harrowing

What could I do?
I thought we had an even exchange...
I guess attitudes
are like alibis:
Baby, they change

You’ll be on my mind
You were with me all the time,
for everything
There’s no need to be unkind
The capacity for ugliness
...is harrowing

Harrowing.