Joshua Boyles

This video was on my other channel Faith Aware which I no longer will be posting on. So when I say in the video that I am starting this channel with this testimony I was referring to my other channel Faith Aware. This is my testimony on my bisexual to Christian journey. It is also a testimony against testimonies and how not all journeys to becoming a Christian are exciting. Also that becoming Christian doesn't mean a perfect life and a person may still struggle with sin even after converting.

This video is my trip to Hollywood I took around 2006 or 2007. I am sorry for the shaky camera I was not filming my sister and my mom were the ones filming.

Since this video was a quick edit I decided to upload it. Enjoy this short clip of Luray Caverns.

Was hanging around the park with my friend Roberto and decided to get some footage of him skating.

This song is not making fun of emos or depression. But making fun of how the genre can be overdramatic at times.

Download my album Leftovers here for free.
https://captainsafetybake.bandcamp.com/album/leftovers

This song is off my first album called CaptainSafetyBake. The song was not originally for this album but was for album under the name Selyob. No longer go by that name but decided to release it again under my new name CaptainSafetyBake

Download the song and the full album for free here.
https://captainsafetybake.bandcamp.com/album/captainsafetybake

WARNING! if you have seizures please do not watch this video.

This is the third single off of my first album.
You can download the album for free through the link below.

Download Link:
https://captainsafetybake.bandcamp.com/album/captainsafetybake?
fbclid=IwAR3RMAdAkOaEx4eP2KOb7MThgvcKvnvqKmK2ZwRWQfnodGSmgCpd37BIs1Y

Lyrics

Holding on But I'm Still Slipping I'm lost will you help me
Find the solution for doubts that have hold of me
free me from this torturous insanity

Holding on But I'm Still Slipping I'm lost will you help me
Find the solution for doubts that have hold of me
free me from this torturous insanity
I had questions that needed answers
Someone to help this hopeless stranger
give me a clue to start my journey
Please stop giving the business mentality
Tired of the fakeness the worn-out slogans
Only to increase numbers and the salvation quota
I want the truth some dang transparency come on
with the help that I need desperately

show the love of christ
people are getting left behind

show the love of christ
people are getting left behind

Holding on But I'm Still Slipping I'm lost will you help me
Find the solution for doubts that have hold of me
free me from this torturous insanity

Holding on But I'm Still Slipping I'm lost will you help me
Find the solution for doubts that have hold of me
free me from this torturous insanity

sins can bring death and danger
but you may forgotten the friends of the savior
you might be clean lookin on the outside
whitewashed tomb
are you pretty on the inside
ultimate truth for your denomination
divide and conquer is the message you're sending
accept the one whose weak in faith
stop yelling and spitting in their face

show the love of christ
people are getting left behind

show the love of christ
people are getting left behind

Holding on But I'm Still Slipping I'm lost will you help me
Find the solution for doubts that have hold of me
free me from this torturous insanity

Holding on But I'm Still Slipping I'm lost will you help me
Find the solution for doubts that have hold of me
free me from this torturous insanity

Holding on But I'm Still Slipping I'm lost will you help me
Find the solution for doubts that have hold of me
free me from this torturous insanity

This is a song about the perfect drug and like all things that sound too good to be true. This drug can kill.

Download link to my first album it is free.
https://captainsafetybake.bandcamp.com/album/captainsafetybake

WARNING! if you have seizures please do not watch this video.

This is an old video remastered for my first album. The video was shot a while ago when I was in better health. I had to take a long break from music because of my health and I was also getting tired of making music. It became a chore and I was not enjoying what I was creating towards the end of my music-making cycle. So now you be able to hear and download the full album for free In the link below.

Download Link:
https://captainsafetybake.bandcamp.com/album/captainsafetybake?fbclid=IwAR3RMAdAkOaEx4eP2KOb7MThgvcKvnvqKmK2ZwRWQfnodGSmgCpd37BIs1Y

Lyrics

I feel compelled to play a role in this assembly line.
I must do what is asked of me and nothing more
I'm a pawn in their control. Just like the others not anyway
different anyway no time to sleep. No need for relaxation I'm purely
devoted in this task at hand.

It's not too late to make the right decision can't escape this mental prison.
Stand in formation? Be your own man you can do better than this.

Be your own.

The human within me has been erased now mechanical parts take hold.
Of what is left of my mind captive in this factory a way to freedom.
I yearn to find I dare not defy I don't know how long I can handle this abuse.
Or continue this facade of a mindless drone I want to walk the street without
constant surveillance.

It's not too late to make the right decision can't escape this mental prison.
Stand in formation? Be your own man you can do better than this.

Be your own.

Just wanna be
Just wanna be
Not another
Not another
Copy

Just wanna be
Just wanna be
Not another
Not another
Copy

Copy
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It's not too late to make the right decision can't escape this mental prison.
Stand in formation? Be your own man you can do better than this.

Be your own.

It's not too late to make the right decision can't escape this mental prison.
Stand in formation? Be your own man you can do better than this.

Be your own.

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