in New Age Spirituality & the Law of Attraction Promoting Extreme Solipsism, Selfishness & Narcissism, Sex Obsession, Vagueness, Mystique, Ungrounded Novelty, Blind Submission to & Acceptance of Forces One Does Not Truly Understand... and much more...

When you wear rose colored glasses, red flags look just like regular flags.

Resisting ET Presence & Persuasion in the World

Allies of Humanity

New Message

Steps to Knowledge

Letters from 500

Acharyaji and Dharma Nation

My phone ran out of space hence it cutting off at the end. I may do a part 2 picking up where I left off with addictions.

I'm too lazy to fish out links right now (I should probably eat more meat to help with that to-lazy-to-fish-out-links-right-now problem, right?), but you have fingers, a keyboard and a brain so I'll leave all this "really intense" detective work to you. You're not an idiot. Everything I've said stands well enough on it's own.

My phone ran out of space hence it cutting off at the end. I may do a part 2 picking up where I left off with addictions.

I'm too lazy to fish out links right now (I should probably eat more meat to help with that to-lazy-to-fish-out-links-right-now problem, right?), but you have fingers, a keyboard and a brain so I'll leave all this "really intense" detective work to you. You're not an idiot. Everything I've said stands well enough on it's own.

The first official class of my 12 month HD course. I thought it good enough to share publicly.

My opinion of Abraham Hicks material has greatly shifted since getting into both Allies of Humanity and the New Message material. I strongly recommend it.

Even Anthony William is warning against the idea that you "manifest" your illnesses, and that only your emotions and your beliefs are to blame. This can turn into really dangerous territory because it's not 100% true.

Secret in the Bible by Tony Bushby

Stan Tenen: Introduction to Meru Foundation Research

Nassim Harramein at the Rogue Valley Metaphysical Library

Cataclysm!: Compelling Evidence of a Cosmic Catastrophe in 9500 B.C.

The Book of Changes & the Unchanging Truth by Hua Ching Ni

Part of our February 10th Sunday Q&A.

The movie Falling Down is entirely about this balance (or imbalance) between our Left and Right natures, being work and relationship. Due to a severe lack of integration, the main character snaps and takes matters into his own hands by trying to forcefully integrate the Left and Right both in his own life and also within the world. Pay close attention to how Work and Relationship are constantly highlighted throughout the movie, showing the imbalance of power and influence within each, and how this imbalance is always attempted to be brought back into balance and harmony by some kind of force or manipulation. Both the Left and the Right have their own tactics, and both sides suffer deeply from the general lack of integration, both within the self and within the world. Note how each side has an exaggerated nature, being either too possessive and forceful (left) or too manipulative and reactionary (right). These attributes can also be present at the same time within a single character or situation.

"Rick, could you get it for me please? I feel more comfortable now calling you Rick after all we've been through together."

I know the movie Falling Down is very intense and a somewhat negative treatment of the possible imbalance between Leftness and Rightness, so here's a much more positive take on the infinite, timeless and orgasmic merging of them. (SPOILER ALERT, if you haven't seen the The Fountain, go watch it)

In The Fountain, the Left is obviously represented by the male character. He is very linear, future oriented and focused; he is going "somewhere." But he is haunted by something he can't quite define. Love is part of it, of course, but this love has become a curse for him. The Right is represented by the female character, but it is also represented by death itself, the "end point" that transcends the future orientation of the masculine polarity. Both Life and Death, past and future, ma..

HD Concepts in Allies of Humanity

There are key Human Design concepts being used in the Allies of Humanity books (link at the bottom). Can you spot them and delineate it? It's very powerful, and you should already know about it. I've made videos about it (Circuitry & Beyond and A Deeper Look at the Throat Center, Individual Circuitry & Mutation, links below).

Take this in, from Allies of Humanity:

"Here you can begin to see that your visitors are very vulnerable in certain areas. Let us explore this further. Individually, they have very little will and have difficulty dealing with complexities. They do not understand your spiritual nature. And they most certainly do not understand the impulses of Knowledge. The stronger you are with Knowledge, the more inexplicable you become, the harder you are to control and the less useful you become to them and to their program of integration. Individually, the stronger you are with Knowledge, the greater challenge you become to them. The more individuals that become strong with Knowledge, the more difficult it is for the visitors to isolate them....

"In the Greater Community, spirituality is embodied in what we call Knowledge, Knowledge meaning the intelligence of Spirit and the movement of Spirit within you. This empowers you to know rather than only believe. This gives you immunity from persuasion and manipulation, for Knowledge cannot be manipulated by any worldly power or force. This gives life to your religions and hope for your destiny.

"We hold true to these ideas, for they are fundamental. They are lacking in the collectives, however, and should you encounter the collectives, or even their presence, and have the power to maintain your own mind, you will see this for yourself.

"We are told that there are many people in the world who wish to give themselves over, to give themselves away to a greater power in life. This is not unique to the world of humanity, but in the Greater Community such an approach leads to e..

Source Gazing is discussed in various parts of the Letters from 500 trilogy, mostly within the first and second books I believe.

It needs to be said that the act of observing with the mind should not be underestimated in it's power and importance. Animals in nature are constantly observing, they are constantly vigilant, and they are always ready to adapt to changing circumstances. This is of course done using their mental as well as their instinctual faculties.

The Logical Ajna gates (4 & 17) are looking forward and planning, whereas the Abstract Ajna gates (47 & 11) are contemplating their experience and processing. Both are very active in their mode of observation, just in different ways. The Individual Ajna gates (24 & 43) are about watching over the great changeovers from Yin to Yang, and from Yang to Yin. Notice that the 43 is right AFTER the 1, and that the 24 is right BEFORE the 2.

Remember that on the level of Tone, the 3-4 Ajna binary straddles that powerful and mutative dividing like between the Left and the Right. This is what being observant and able to adapt to changing conditions and circumstances is all about. When you follow the dividing line of Tone all the way down to the base, it could be considered as a kind of "Sacral" of it's own. This dividing line is all about frequency and vibration, or rather, sounds... just like the Sacral itself. Observing the ever changing and shifting influences within this vibratory field is very important if you want to be able to skillfully adapt to changing environments.

Source can very much be considered as this dividing line. There is a kind of ambivalence as to whether "Source" is masculine or feminine. The Void in Lf500 is obviously feminine, but what is Source? Masculine? I argue that it is both of them in a very dynamic embrace, which of course would correspond directly to the dividing line of Tone and also to Individual Circuitry.


Another sneak peek from the 12 month course. I've been wanting to discuss the 19/49 Channel of "sacrifice" and "meat eating" for a while. It's deeply interesting to contemplate just where we've been with this channel, and also where we're going.

A sneak peek at my 12 month course. There is a lot being added all the time, I just felt like sharing this discussion in particular.

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Circuitry & Beyond

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Haropcrates, Hoor-paar-krath, Horus the Child & the Lord of Silence

The Heart of the Master

The Thoth Deck (I prefer the pocket edition, all images are very clearly seen, the colors are vibrant and it is easy to handle and shuffle. The pocket edition is actually what you see in the video, I scanned the images many years ago)

My thoughts on healing, the different levels of healing, and certain personality disorders like "borderline" and others.

Lifetrack method for BPD

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I strongly recommend getting this book and reading it in its entirety

I'm not overtly judging people who share their thoughts and feelings online. I enjoy many off the cuff discussions that people share and blogs I might come across. I enjoy watching individuals process things. That's what it's all about. What I'm talking about is the deeper work and experiences we have that defy a lot of what our explanations and ideas might be about them. Direct and fresh experience has a way of circumventing language almost entirely. Words like "awe" and "amazement" and "profound peace" can come close, but they don't seem to fully convey the experience itself. You can also watch this video I did about Silence and The Void.


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