"There seems to be much misunderstanding about True Will … The fact of a person being a gentleman is as much an ineluctable factor as any possible spiritual experience; in fact, it is possible, even probable, that a man may be misled by the enthusiasm of an illumination, and if he should find apparent conflict between his spiritual duty and his duty to honour, it is almost sure evidence that a trap is being laid for him and he should unhesitatingly stick to the course which ordinary decency indicates … I wish to say definitely, once and for all, that people who do not understand and accept this position have utterly failed to grasp the fundamental principles of the Law of Thelema." - Aleister Crowley

"Black magic is not a myth. It is a totally unscientific and emotional form of magic, but it does get results — of an extremely temporary nature. The recoil upon those who practice it is terrific. It is like looking for an escape of gas with a lighted candle. As far as the search goes, there is little fear of failure!
To practice black magic you have to violate every principle of science, decency, and intelligence. You must be obsessed with an insane idea of the importance of the petty object of your wretched and selfish desires.
I have been accused of being a "black magician." No more foolish statement was ever made about me. I despise the thing to such an extent that I can hardly believe in the existence of people so debased and idiotic as to practice it." - Aleister Crowley

Mark Passio - Our Entire Society Is One Big Satanic Ritual

Mark Passio on Thelema

Dharma Nation - Good vs Evil

The first official class of my 12 month HD course. I thought it good enough to share publicly.

My opinion of Abraham Hicks material has greatly shifted since getting into both Allies of Humanity and the New Message material. I strongly recommend it.

Even Anthony William is warning against the idea that you "manifest" your illnesses, and that only your emotions and your beliefs are to blame. This can turn into really dangerous territory because it's not 100% true.

Secret in the Bible by Tony Bushby

Stan Tenen: Introduction to Meru Foundation Research

Nassim Harramein at the Rogue Valley Metaphysical Library

Cataclysm!: Compelling Evidence of a Cosmic Catastrophe in 9500 B.C.

The Book of Changes & the Unchanging Truth by Hua Ching Ni

HD Concepts in Allies of Humanity

There are key Human Design concepts being used in the Allies of Humanity books (link at the bottom). Can you spot them and delineate it? It's very powerful, and you should already know about it. I've made videos about it (Circuitry & Beyond and A Deeper Look at the Throat Center, Individual Circuitry & Mutation, links below).

Take this in, from Allies of Humanity:

"Here you can begin to see that your visitors are very vulnerable in certain areas. Let us explore this further. Individually, they have very little will and have difficulty dealing with complexities. They do not understand your spiritual nature. And they most certainly do not understand the impulses of Knowledge. The stronger you are with Knowledge, the more inexplicable you become, the harder you are to control and the less useful you become to them and to their program of integration. Individually, the stronger you are with Knowledge, the greater challenge you become to them. The more individuals that become strong with Knowledge, the more difficult it is for the visitors to isolate them....

"In the Greater Community, spirituality is embodied in what we call Knowledge, Knowledge meaning the intelligence of Spirit and the movement of Spirit within you. This empowers you to know rather than only believe. This gives you immunity from persuasion and manipulation, for Knowledge cannot be manipulated by any worldly power or force. This gives life to your religions and hope for your destiny.

"We hold true to these ideas, for they are fundamental. They are lacking in the collectives, however, and should you encounter the collectives, or even their presence, and have the power to maintain your own mind, you will see this for yourself.

"We are told that there are many people in the world who wish to give themselves over, to give themselves away to a greater power in life. This is not unique to the world of humanity, but in the Greater Community such an approach leads to e..

Source Gazing is discussed in various parts of the Letters from 500 trilogy, mostly within the first and second books I believe.

It needs to be said that the act of observing with the mind should not be underestimated in it's power and importance. Animals in nature are constantly observing, they are constantly vigilant, and they are always ready to adapt to changing circumstances. This is of course done using their mental as well as their instinctual faculties.

The Logical Ajna gates (4 & 17) are looking forward and planning, whereas the Abstract Ajna gates (47 & 11) are contemplating their experience and processing. Both are very active in their mode of observation, just in different ways. The Individual Ajna gates (24 & 43) are about watching over the great changeovers from Yin to Yang, and from Yang to Yin. Notice that the 43 is right AFTER the 1, and that the 24 is right BEFORE the 2.

Remember that on the level of Tone, the 3-4 Ajna binary straddles that powerful and mutative dividing like between the Left and the Right. This is what being observant and able to adapt to changing conditions and circumstances is all about. When you follow the dividing line of Tone all the way down to the base, it could be considered as a kind of "Sacral" of it's own. This dividing line is all about frequency and vibration, or rather, sounds... just like the Sacral itself. Observing the ever changing and shifting influences within this vibratory field is very important if you want to be able to skillfully adapt to changing environments.

Source can very much be considered as this dividing line. There is a kind of ambivalence as to whether "Source" is masculine or feminine. The Void in Lf500 is obviously feminine, but what is Source? Masculine? I argue that it is both of them in a very dynamic embrace, which of course would correspond directly to the dividing line of Tone and also to Individual Circuitry.


Another sneak peek from the 12 month course. I've been wanting to discuss the 19/49 Channel of "sacrifice" and "meat eating" for a while. It's deeply interesting to contemplate just where we've been with this channel, and also where we're going.

A sneak peek at my 12 month course. There is a lot being added all the time, I just felt like sharing this discussion in particular.

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The Thoth Deck (I prefer the pocket edition, all images are very clearly seen, the colors are vibrant and it is easy to handle and shuffle. The pocket edition is actually what you see in the video, I scanned the images many years ago)

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A complex and multilayered compilation track I made years ago. It was a very long and abstract process using different musical sources in order to weave a kind of story. One person described it as a "trip around the world." It's sure to take you on quite a journey if you listen closely from beginning to end. Certain very interesting and anomalous digital artifacts were also discovered in the process and are forever a part of the recording.

Some of the artists include Aphex Twin, Prefuse 73, Coil, Current 93, Orb, Jonathan Goldman, KODO, Squarepusher, Dead Can Dance and much more.

Another compilation track I've made with the same spirit of exploration can be found here:


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