I talk about my feelings of loneliness and struggles with making, and keeping friends and a few other hurts.

I meant to post this yesterday (Saturday, April 11), but things got in the way, so it's being posted today. Anyway, I've been on HRT for a whole month now, and here are my thoughts on transitioning so far.

A quick channel update.

In this episode, I discuss why humans are incapable of unconditional love, or should I say, incoherently babble about why humans are incapable of it.

In this episode, I discuss learning to trust in the Lord. It's a very hard thing to do, and I talk about my journey in learning how to do it.

The coronavirus has gotten many arguing that the economy is more important than saving vulnerable lives. I'm here to argue against that despicable notion.

Here is part 1 of my Crackdown 3 playthrough on legendary difficulty. I play "The Outlands" district.

In which I talk about what happened the previous week, including wanting to die, finding out the exact reason I'm trans and switching to Ubuntu.

In which I try to figure out what to say while talking about finding out the exact reason why I'm trans.

In which I try to figure out why God would make some people trans and the blessings promised in the Bible for those who are trans.

My main blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/

Find my podcast on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/nicklybear
It's also on Apple Podcasts, Breaker, Google Podcasts, Pocket Casts, RadioPublic, Spotify, and Stitcher

I'm active on Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_

In my first weekly vlog, I discuss the happenings of my previous week, such as how dysphoria was kicking my ass, job searching, and not knowing when to shut up.

In this video, I drive to Wal-Mart from work and discuss why I'm scared of being loved.

When I was a kid, I was a master of "Rise of Nations," and hadn't played again until late last year, where I got my butt handed to me by the AI. So, I've finally got up the guts to try again, but play easy mode to try and get my bearings back for this game, here's my gameplay.

In which I insufferably ramble on for seven minutes talking about what I'm planning to do with this channel and the misinformation about transgenderism on the internet

In which I try to figure out what drives me to keep on living.

My main blog: https://transramblings.weebly.com/

Find my podcast on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/nicklybear
It's also on Breaker, Google Podcasts, RadioPublic, and Spotify.

I'm active on Twitter: https://twitter.com/nicklybear_