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"This was something more than just abuse, this was truly a devil trying to destroy me."
"They are looking to steal souls."
I do think these diabolical narcs are some kind of conduit for sadistic dark forces preying on human life. When my family of origin had conspired such that I had momentarily become suicidal, partly for fact of realizing my biological "parent" was an evil sadist who had formulated a large scheme to betray and violate me, and partly because my finances were ruined as I was making decisions based on lies told with the greatest apparent charm and kindness, there was diabolical glee I can only describe as orgasmic.
This was also after having devoted so much of my time and energy to malignant narcs outside the family, which became apparent as soon as I was in a time of need. One says, "Their energy completely destroys." Liquor exacerbated conditions. As I got run down, more and more narcs came out of the woodwork to prey on me. They would have been types generally staying more fully camouflaged when I was more obviously thriving, types who become predatory when they smell blood. Showing any weakness around a malignant narc is the worst you can do, but it can also be used as a gauge about the kind of person they are.
I was ultimately able to realize that all the abuse I had endured since little was intentional, and that I had been preyed on since the very beginning. This in spite of no ill intentions of my own despite all that had been done to me because I was forgiving and didn't realize the abuses were intentional and calculated with the most malicious intent. This forgiving nature was counted on and maximally exploited.
Actually, in spite of everything, I was not only forgiving but actually emotionally loving toward the abusers. I've read it said that Satan transforms himself as an angel of light, and that really resonates with me and my life experiences with the biological family of origin. I have to admit I was genuinely idealistic so that I didn't believe in the existence of truly evil people. However, the more I tried to reason with and find conscience in the abusers, the more they were learning about how best to target me.
These diabolical narcs do a push-pull dynamic where they appear very wonderful in such a way that the target/victim is dosed with feel-good chemicals and believes the abuser has a really good side, or is fundamentally good. In fact it's a calculated disguise to camouflage a nature that is pure evil. I know "pure evil" gets thrown around a bit, but that's true in these cases. The rest is just acting.
There's a good novel by a Jewish man called Beware of Pity. It's about how pity destroys a life. For those with loving natures, like me, it's an important topic because evil entities use our pity for them to ensnare us. It's crazy. It's real. It happens on a world scale as well.
I am resilient with a very strong core nature. This made me an ideal target and provided the strength to persevere.
I convey these things for those trying to formulate a better understanding of this reality. I believe each person has something to add to our collective understanding.
Part of my waking up had to do with close and abusive involvements with Ashkenazis, which made me more diligent about getting to the bottom of what is wrong with so many. My personal experiences left me in shock and disbelief. Today I have a much better appreciation for the full spectrum of those in human bodies. The variance is extreme.
"There is no doubt in my mind that there is a demonic component. Not only based on their behaviors, but on how they were able to take control of our minds and spirits and have us behaving and thinking in ways completely against our character. The emotional and psychological damage to the victims is nothing less than demonic. They delight in our destruction. Excellent summary. Critical information."
"The concept of diabolical narcissism being mental illness is a form of gas-lighting and victimization. They can't be helped. Don't want to be helped. They are sold out to evil and need to be avoided at all costs."
"Narcissists are the henchmen of Satan. They use all the tactics Satan is known to use as referenced by any religion. Deception is one of the major tools to manipulate you and to succk your energy dry."
"If the narc is doing something to you, they plotted it and it’s demonic possession."
"Theyre sick creatures but, they know Exactly what they're doing to people."
"The smirk tells us that they 100% know what they are doing.."
"I’m one of the people who said they seem to be born that way, or have more of a potential to do evil, because abuse to me didn’t make me like them. I couldn’t even hurt a fly. I also like the idea that they are attached to evil, maybe tortured souls, and it seems like they want control in a really awful way. I don’t think psychology explains this fully."
