Update - 25th September 2022
I repent for praying in an unbiblical manner, contrary to what is written in Matthew 6:5-8 (NIV)
Prayer
5 “And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full. 6 But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. 7 And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words. 8 Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+6%3A5-8&version=NIV
The devil gets really annoyed when I start talking.
So, for any of the brave soldiers who actually make it to the end, you'll find that the video stopped recording as I began praying to close.
I was just about to "go in" against Lucifer and it's minions hand in hand with Holy Mother Mary, Queen of Angels and ping, end of...
I KNOW some of you will relate to this subject.
It's something I've been not understanding all my life, and of course, thought I was crazy for the times when I hated being attractive.
In the video I read through the majority of an email to a modelling agency, dated 1998, entitled "Stalking Pretty People" I found during research on colours of occult rituals dress.
* Links for video *
www.greatdreams.com/reptlan/grand_dame.htm
(Scroll past the first article, STALKING PRETTY PEOPLE email is below.
Although, much of the info in the first article is worth a read, as i took bits about the Mothers of Darkness ritual - 1000 points of light - from it).
I mention covert and overt abuse in the video, which I read about addiction recovery books such as those written by Pia Mellody and John Bradshaw. Here's a link to help your own research efforts.
https://addictionary2.com/abuse
I don't know if any of the 100s books I've read on healing and recovery from codependency contained any info on SRA, they write constructs into the programme to stop us discovering truth about ourselves, so its possible I read about it somewhere before last year, but my mind had no capacity to integrate the info as relevant to myself, OR these people dont know, OR they know and they hide it.
That being said, the authors mentioned in this article really helped me build a foundation of good knowledge on addictions and codependency, the healing of which in myself was priority in order for me to get freed from the devil.
Film:
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2872732/
(Lucy - short for Lucifer and the name they happened to give the first humanoid remains found from thousand of year go. If you haven't watched this film I recommend, as it shows how the humans are used as drug mules, then get organs harvested. *** TRIGGER***).
Ex porn star and porn addict survivor stories
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NQtbDCFT3dk
(Pretty bad language and triggers, but worth a watch).
Senator Glenn
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Glenn
I forgot to discuss the system programme of BDD associated with all of this:
https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/body-dysmorphia/
A beautiful prayer I've had on replay for a few weeks:
(Hollyn - Alone, feat. Tru)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Kpk9PfOVFQk
I pray in the name of Yeshua of Nazareth, to the glory of God in Heaven.
I lift all to His throne, to be washed with the living waters of the Holy Spirit.
In appreciation,
Olu K
