Why Did You Make Me Care?

april birthday demo version
vocal and casio by Fletcher Lenz
produced and directed by Johnny Love
words and music by Beck Hansen

♪ why did you make me care
make me want you there
leave my arms both bare
and break my defenses?

how did you make me feel
like i couldn't feel
what i thought was real
was one step from senseless?

time falls asleep while i'm
trying to keep from crying
over all the lies
that you told while i
was just left behind
to drink down the dregs of you

why did you make me need
what could only bleed
just a heart you feed
with some pretty poison?

where should i keep these tears
in a thousand years
will they disappear
or be an ocean?

time falls asleep while i'm
trying to keep from crying
over all the lies
that you told while i
could have almost died
and drained down the dregs of you ♪