Read description first. A preemptive clarification and self-defense.

Earlier yesterday I made the choice, or rather in retrospect the mistake, of joining a YouNow stream that was hosted by former luminary on this channel, Onision. He had been calling out critics both past and current, specifically Repzion. I chose to take the bait and call his bluff as he accused people of potentially not showing up out of cowardice.

I am not a cowardly person. I do not back down from a challenge. And most important of it all, I am not a transphobic nor homophobic person. It is categorically against my own morals, ethics, and personal beliefs that merely because someone experiences something in their life physically, emotionally, or both that I could never personally understand unless I were to go through it myself, they are a lesser person.

Accused of this, however, I respond here by saying my point was that based solely my observations on the minimal video content and social media postings of Kai's that I've seen, my conclusion about them was that they were exploiting the existence of the trans community, its associated rights movements, and the issues that young transmen and transwomen have to endure simply for the growth of the social media presence and any financial remuneration associated from such. With zero arguments or evidence to the contrary having been provided, I sided with my observations.

If one were to say that my behavior near the end of said stream was deplorable, I would agree with them more than most might expect and in allowing my emotions to get the best me I said some pretty fucked up things. Yes, I went into this debate as I don't back down from challenges, and also yes to troll. Yes, what I said near the end was extraordinarily harsh even for me. For what it's worth I offer an apology for ANYONE who may have been personally hurt by those statements. Having jokingly made similar statements in the past in older videos, which unless having been mirrored by others are no longer up, I would like to take this oppor..