When Will It Stop?

When Will it Stop?

It has been steady,
This pain, it has endured,
You can't silence
All those that you've hurt.
And I-
I've tried to escape this
But the cut is too deep.
It is infected,
I'm so tormented,
I can't sleep,
It is infected,
I'm so tormented,
I can't sleep.

When will it stop
When will it end?
You've had enough fun.
I tried to live my life but I
Can't anymore.
You think you can do what you want,
You're just this Candy man.
You give away so much candy,
It has poison within.

The sad thing is that
you would smile if you knew,
About all the heartache,
That you put us through
And I-
I think that it is time
To be put in your place.
And when you sleep,
And when you sleep,
I hope you see my face,
And when you sleep,
And when you sleep,
I hope you see my face.

When will it stop
When will it end?
You've had enough fun,
I tried to live my life
But I can't anymore.
You think you can do what you want,
You're just this Candy man,
You give away so much candy,
It has poison within.

God save me,
This rage is eating me away
Way, way deep,
Way deep
For you to save, save me,
This rage is eating me away,
I'm waiting for that day,
I'm waiting for that day.

When will it stop?
When will it end?
You've had enough fun,
I tried to live my life
But I can't anymore!
You think you can do
What you want!
You're just this Candy man,
You give away so much candy,
It has poison within!
It has poison within!
It has poison within----

I want this out there so people can better understand what a victim of sexual abuse feels like, especially when they are blamed, looked down on, and they get no justice for what was done to them. I wish that no one else would ever have to feel this way again. I wish these things would never happen again. With that being said, we know that as long as there is evil in the world, sexual abuse will continue. If you are reading this, please consider advocating for legislation to be put in place that would ensure that all rapists, pedophiles, and sexual abusers would be put away or institutionalized for the rest of their lives without any chance of being released. They rarely regret what they do and the men who abused me went on to abuse others. They never stop.

No matter what we experience here, in the end, GOD WINS. Some people are not going to be too happy about that, but I will be. GOD WINS, Jesus is Lord.