Mommy Made Me A Sociopath - MGTOW

Mommy Made Me A Sociopath? - MGTOW

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Hi Everyone Sandman Here,

This video is brought to you by another donation from Mr. Anonymous and here's what he has to say: "Hey bro, please keep me anonymous. I’ll explain why. I wanted to vent my heart to you. Why? Because I’m bingewatching your awesome channel like a starved person would attack a “all you can eat buffet.” MGTOW is my second “devolution” in life. What the hell am I talking about? I made this new term up as being the opposite of revolution yet with the same charge. The first one was spirituality. I binged watched and read the techaings of Eckhart Tolle and Mooji as hard as your MGTOW channel. In childhood I let myself get worried about the future and guilty of the past. It didn’t make any sense to me as a child but I got to the point of almost becoming suicidal because of genuine mistakes I made in the past and being scared to death about the future. When I realised the present moment is all there was, is and will be, I was shocked. Shocked for being right all along. I figured out that planning for the future and learning from the past is a very healthy thing to do. As long as I’m always rooted in the present. Master Oogways words still make my cry tears. And so are yours. In the same childhood I always felt like something’s “off” (as a manner of speaking) about women. I didn’t grasp why I couldn’t rationalize with them. My father was a blue pilled Alpha male. I highly looked up to him. And I can vividly remember him trying to drill the truth about females in my brain. Yet I always saw him being “white knighting” towards them. Being polite, opening the doors for them. When he appeared in a room full of people, the ladies would nearly faint as if Elvis himself entered it. My mom had some NAWALT behaviors and I can truly say she loves me. She taught me the necessary “sociopath” skills needed in life. IMO some female input is vital for a man to thrive in life. I got bullied at primary school as well but dealt with that in high school so I socialized in the nick of time. Where am I getting at? I kept smashing the dating/ relationship wall over and over. “You’re a very cute guy, but….” But WHAT WTF? I never got a straight answer for that question…. My first instinct is to search for flaws with myself. In the end I convinced myself there must be something dead seriously wrong with me. I’m now 45. I’d classify myself as a 8 on
the overall “scale.” and a 9 regarding the resources and status scale. My occupation is physician. But I dare say I’m not like all the other doctors out there. Suffice to say whether or not you believe my not all doctors claim, it doesn’t really bother me. I’m making 6 figure income plus have half a million dollars directly accessibele. When I tried to date I never went over my league in the field. I’m of the same age as Jolie. Should I have tried to hit on her back then I’d fully understand her answer. In the looks department she was a 10. Your words finally brought an answer to my torment. Filling in the women’s words here: “you are very cute, but…. I’m a dumb cow who actually is in the psycotic delusion she can find someone better than you.” And this is the part which made my cry my eyeballs out.

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