People don't understand my commitment to change

People don't understand the commitment to change that I have committed myself to after two years of very intense multiple psychological therapies that I have been through, also Joseph Martelli isn't as bad as he appears to be because he literally is an Internet troll he doesn't actually believe most of the stuff that he says he believes and that his videos were about pretty much manipulating people into click-baiting is monetized videos by using emotional manipulation against them so pretty much he's a troll he's an Alex Jones level character playing troll and we were somewhat actually friends