Alexa-Friends

You don’t know me
You don’t understand
I am not afraid, so stop this reprimand
I can make up my mind for myself
So give this aggravation to someone else

I know that you mean well
Trying hard to save me
Leaving your heaven, surrender your security
I want to believe you
But it’s all too much,
To throw it all away, surrender my trust

Stop, it’s just too much
I want to believe, but I just don’t know

Your words are venom, why can’t you hear my truth
Your contradictions sting, and burdens bear your proof
It’s pointless to carry on, cause you aren’t listening
How can you be so sure

I know that you mean well
Trying hard to show me
Show me all my demons, and the pain that they bring
I want to believe you
But it’s just too hard
To shatter my reality, and face my scars

Just stop
Just give me time

I will believe when I’m good and ready
But I can’t bring myself to concede
I’m glad that you’ve got it all worked out
But I still see another way

Just stop,
I’m just not ready to admit
That everything I’ve known was wrong