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Angeleen joy was born into sexual abuse, emotional abuse, substance abuse by those around her, and much religious abuse and fear. She has had more close family deaths than she can count on both hands and it started with her younger brother an…
Part 2:
Angeleen joy was born into sexual abuse, emotional abuse, substance abuse by those around her, and much religious abuse and fear. She has had more close family deaths than she can count on both hands and it started with her younger brother and then her older adopted sister when she was only 13 years of age.
Her brother drown 2 weeks before his 12th birthday, and her sister was brutally murdered shortly after on her 18th birthday.
She was on her own at 14 shortly after those losses as her mom (understandably so) lost herself to grief anger and drinking.
She dropped to 90lbs on the streets and wound up in hospital because she was to afraid to eat others food in fear of being a burden well staying in furnace rooms and cement basements of friends, with nowhere to live, and was struggling to even be able to be in the real world well navigating so much fear, trauma and grief within herself. She was struggling with everything she knew, and couldn't understand all that had happened in her life.
After much trauma and many more scary and abusive experiences, she began longing for healing as she barely felt like she could live anymore without some relief and had even attempted to end her life a few times.
She eventually started having love encounters with source that made her question everything she was taught.
She was eventually no longer received in her old religious groups because she began to challenge everything that would suggest that God was anything but Love.
She began seeing many healings praying for people with this new belief and saw many people experience unexplainable love encounters with Source, and how she operated was not welcome in the church. She believed that people should be healed and have a love encounter with God for free, and not with an agenda to recruit them to a religion and belief systen out of fear, but trust their own relationship with love.
She had also lost her fear death, and studied many NDE's, and this lead to an open door without fear, to all on the other side, and she began having many unexpected, loving mediumship encounters that blessed and healed others.
These new experiences and revelations lead her to want to understand the Bible fully and get rid of all the fears and programming that was drilled into her mind, and she took 4 years of intense Bible, religious, cultural and historical studies, as well as reading the Bible four times and twice in it's original languages.
It set her free from fear and religion and pushed her forward in what she knew in her heart from her love encounters with Source, that God was Love, and there was nothing to fear.
With this new knowledge her whole known world and everything she thought she knew came undone, but she still had to understand her amazing supernatural experiences, and had to figure out how to heal the debilitating trauma held in her body.
She suffered severe memory loss from the abuse and often blacked out from a baby in diapers till she was 8 years old, when the abuse was finally discovered, and the abuser admitted everything to the judge in court.
She was now beginning to feel free in her heart and mind, but stuck in the prison of her body wired on fear and trauma responses that were debilitating.
She could not function in the real world with fear, shaking, panic attacks freezing and blackouts.
This lead her to dive deep into learning about energy, Quantum physics, the law of attraction and manifestation.
As well as healing trauma in the body.
She now has an amazing understand of energy and how we interpret and experience it in so many ways.
She has now also learned to heal severe complicated PTSD, rewire the nervous system, become very conscious and aware of the programs automatically running in our heads from trauma, and how to be back in her body, feel, live and experience love in everything.
She also gained an amazing understanding of "bad" manifestations she had witnessed in religion (and in herself) while working with a wonderful neurologist who helped her understand what happens with trauma in the brain and memory loss that happens especially between the ages of 0- 4, to protect the child, that can later manifest in the body as an adult, and her whole world was shook with somthing she would like us ALL to understand!
She also spent 10 years studying natural health in depth after having a cascade of health problems that started with her other younger brother having cancer and being told to say goodbye to him on his death bed 3 years in a row. She matched to save his life as white blood stem cell doner, donating all 3 times directly after giving birth to her babies.
Then having a miscarriage and vaccine injured child. She went so deep into studying health, that she had completely undone her belief in Cancer, and then was shortly after diagnosed with Cancer, where she thanked the doctor and walked away with no treatment.
That was over 10 years ago!
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