2020-06-15 Overworld! Journal, Hunter Thompson Help!

HST: Help! Help!...No one is helping me
CR: We can't do that right now.
Me: Man who thinks you live on a spinning ball, do you really believe you can't or you won't until it's convenient for your producers?
Hunter Thompson on Joseph Conrad while interviewed by Charlie Rose. I understand Charlie Rose is loved by so many, I've tried to like his interviews but I can't, he constantly stops people from saying what they are about to say before they say it, he cuts people off before a full thought gets out, he forces what he believes the interview should be for the public. His interviews seem to be about him and his producers. He's certainly well read and speaks well but I think he sucks as an interviewer. I don't know Hunter Thompson but had read some of his work, I'll guess he puts up with Charlie Rose to sell a lot of books, I can't blame him knowing he was going to blow his brains out well in advance, if that's what actually happened. He's a very interesting person well beyond very interesting people.
Yesterday was rough but I feel much better today, I can't say that any of this had something to do with visitors who came to the house yesterday with Thai Food, Italian brother and sister Jack and Cathy are friends of my Uncle John Laslo and my Mother. Thinking about many concepts like vacuum in timeline caused by not sharing space intended to be shared, sharing meals and looking into ones eyes, all valid issues considering many sources and my own experience I can talk about another time, true concepts or not, I chose to stay away but with impeccable timing I ended up looking into the eyes of Cathy who was wearing a lime green shirt. The main reason I stay away from most everyone is because it seems very few are strong enough to have a serious discussion, this can always be tested by asking if one can consider the issue of actually living on a level world, bringing up the Jewish Holocaust as a fraud or hundreds if not thousands of "Mass Casualty Events" are theatrical productions in which no one died, I'm tired of watching normally stable people lose their composure.
This is analogous to the Sicilian Vesper War in the 13th Century as I understand it told to me by some hard core Sicilians I know. Language was used to differentiate between Italian speaking covert French invaders and native Sicilians, the four thousand or so who could not speak the old unwritten Sicilian dialect still spoken there today over a specific trial period were all slaughtered over the following six week period. I assume this had more to do with time traveling gangstalkers in the machine and may be why to this day Sicilian Mafia are said to only allow Sicilians who can be traced back to the old country in the organization today. This may be why history and culture is being erased and why racism is being demonized, so quantum timespace invaders can not easily be detected.
I can push working on Issue 1 but like Hunter Thompson says about himself, he's a music lover, he works works with a rhythm, so do I but once again my rhythm had been interrupted by painfully vicious invisible assault. I'll be back in the flow soon, in the meantime I'm tiling the top of the dishwasher counter and taking care of my plants. Home Depot's store by store arbitrary mask wearing policy is ridiculous, the local branch requires surgical masks be worn so I guess I won't be going there. Believing a surgical mask will filter a virus near 1000 times smaller than the best filtration of the best mask under the best conditions is fucking stupid, there are other reasons for these masks that is not public information probably related to The Overworld!
Dreaming was very important but I can no longer remember it, I was meeting with people who I know but have not connected with for so long a time I forgot about them. Recording dreams can be very difficult, it can seem as though there is a force convincing me to just wait a minute before I record and then I fall back to sleep and most times it's too late to document the experience. I have to work on my dream recording discipline, I have found recording dreams as a real fight especially when at my height of discipline of this very important act. I don't know what my Mother has to do with any of this that I'm talking about but I had asked her many times to stay out of it and I don't think she is staying out of it I think she's highly involved, it's no doubt complex.