4. VexXed
Words and Music By: Decillion
Album: SuperVoid
Drifting closer
To the end of light
My world
Eclipsed by the night
All fear,
Is simply washed away
I hear nothing...
I see nothing
Falling,
Without moving
Invisible hands
That won't let me go
Som…
4. VexXed
Words and Music By: Decillion
Album: SuperVoid
Drifting closer
To the end of light
My world
Eclipsed by the night
All fear,
Is simply washed away
I hear nothing...
I see nothing
Falling,
Without moving
Invisible hands
That won't let me go
Somewhere,
In the deep of my mind
I should have seen it coming
Revealed at the worst time...
Inching closer
Towards the unknown
Just trying
To stay in control
Hands, reaching out
Try to shove it away
Pulled even closer
Relentlessly...
All the time
That I've ever known
About to be destroyed
In the midst's of emptiness
All is subsumed
Even at the lowest point
The floor gives out
Tumbling in freefall
I can see the edge
This reality
What's beyond
Really frightens me
The final stretch
Before I'm consumed
Obliterated
Or so I assume
Nothing but resolve
As I fall into this thing
Vowing revenge
On the one who killed me
Sooner or later
He'll fall through too...
As I transcend
And pass into the beyond
There's no pain
I can't feel anything at all
Eyes closed
And arms outstretched
My spirit lives on
Even if my body won't
Bright light
Am I falling?
Pulled deeper into this beast
I should be dead right now
What's happening?
Little trails of starlight
Spinning into the void
I can see a hundred of me
Reflected in every surface
Each one is slightly changed
No two are alike...
All of them reaching to me
I think I can grab a hand...
From out here
It's all the same
His image
Burned onto the horizon
Slowly fading
into nothingness
For a million years
For the first time in my life
I'm seeing the monster within
Always making excuses
Always letting him win...
It's awfully lonely right now
I have to say...
Things in the heat of the moment
Never fly straight
All the things that we leave unsaid
Come around when you least expect it
Knocking you down
Where you belong, on the ground
No more tears...
Dried up, like this life
Selfish until the end
Alone and dying...
Fading, into nothingness...
Closing in
And dreading every minute
I try to flee
But there's nowhere to go
Gripping the chair
White knuckled...
"I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”
― Edgar Allan Poe
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