Utter fucking garbage.

Not to say YOU should give up but...
I feel better now that I have. With music that is. With 'being a musician.'

A term I never did use in public to describe myself but whatever.

Hey, some people have it and some don't. :D
And *I* very clearly do not have it.
And was just embarrassing myself.

Shit. I mean I couldn't even make decent noise music.

lol=>NOISE MUSIC!

How GD hard can it be to make NOISE!??!?!
lololoo. But it was beyond my ability. I admit it.

I tried as hard as I could. And I failed.
Was a bitter pill to swallow admiting that to myself but here we all are.

So yeah..
No more depression.
No more frustration.
No more wasted time, money and etc.

My 'music', and I use that term loose af, was ...bad.

It was bad music. I dunno, maybe it at least will make someone laugh, as it does with me, listening to how shitty it is.

Mind you, these were THE BEST ONES, lol!

Ones I spent literal days on. Like 3 days, non-stop, on this shit, lmaof.

I dunno, it is kinda funny.

The only 'good' parts ....of any song I ever made.... were pure fucking LUCK, trust me.
5 years of video tuts, reading music theory texts, visiting Ableton.com training site every day, and etc.

Decent sense of rhythm, maybe, but apparently that's not enough to create tracks that do not give splitting headaches.

Not to say YOU should give up but...

My life is legitimately and honestly better now that I've given up trying to be a musician.
:D

Now...I am content to listen to good music.

To taste the sugar not be it.

Thanks for reading my blog post.

Have a song:
https://youtu.be/xiD7hoq6ByI