My Husband Left Me And Moved Out | A Storytime Film You Can't Learn In School
I filmed this a few weeks ago. Since then, my husband has not made contact, nor have I reached out to respect his choice, whatever that currently is. My heart is shattered. I am completely heartbroken and have barely been able to function since he just up and left. I tried to be the perfect wife, but in the end I think I may have failed. Or maybe he just needed space. Or maybe he is with another woman, honestly - I have no Bridget Jones-ing clue. I miss my husband, someone I feel is the love of my life, my soul mate, and one who told me the same. I am a mess. I may have pushed him away, or I may be totally wrong and off. This film is not what you expect, so I encourage you to watch it completely from beginning to end. I have been crying like a freakshow less and less as days pass, and am focusing on myself, continuing therapy, and starting a new job so I can buy gas and other mortal things. Trying to keep busy, and not obsessing anymore. In this, I remove the mask opening up about sociopaths, narcissists, empaths, including myself, my husband, and my abusive upbringing. I have studied the personality types talked about here extensively, and finally feel comfortable to share what I've come to learn and accept; and now, maybe let go of. My husband abandoned me and moved out, so I decided to make art from insanity until I understand. A Storytime Film about someone who has worn the very same mask as I, and knows them perhaps better than they know themselves. Very few will be brave enough to reveal the truth and confront it head on. Narcs, for all general purposes, secure a new supply, love bomb, plot, swindle, deceive, create disorder and chaos, gaslight, deny, cheat, blame shift, detach, then disgard. Rinse, lather, repeat. If applicable in this situation. If they need time and walk away, don't follow, go no contact and give the space they require. Focus on yourself during that time. Be kind to yourself. Don't get drawn into the battle. Show understanding for the pain. You don't need to explain yourself. If you do, do it once and be done. Speak your truth, but don't try and control another person. Be a willing listener. Establish boundaries. Do not give up your self-respect. Focus on finding your inner calm. Operate from within your good definition of life. You are responsible for you, I am responsible for me. I refuse to cling to bitterness and resentment. I refuse to be wishy-washy in my decisions. I refuse to over-apologize for my mistakes or miscalculations. I will make amends when necessary, but I won't grovel or obsess. Strategies win wars, not tactics.
So many have such similar stories over and over, all with the same underlying pathological pain they dish out with such intricacy. The stories are all different with a unanimous correlation.
Let me be crystal clear. Within my marriage, I am not a victim. I was aware of everything since the beginning. We all have free will. I am fully responsible for whatever choices good or bad to the rest of the world I have made. Yes, I still do love my husband more than anything, however I felt in this situation, it's vital for me to face the music, and share my truth, of what's going on since we have/had such wonderful and positive support from whatever online social community I chose to share some of our happy moments with.
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