"Sadly most humans crave drama and get off on other's suffering and loss because many humans are selfish, envious, spiteful, hypocrites that lack conscience and integrity. They think it's exciting to be scared and not know what's coming."
Getting off on other's suffering and loss is real. I've seen and experienced it at close range, and I've been shocked by the "heart of darkness" at the core of so many. You expect empathy and compassion and instead you get merciless sadism. Most seem to function through false selves. They are devils who feign otherwise. The bonds you have with them, if any, are just utilitarian. They don't have any depth.
Again, this isn't a racial problem. It's something greater. It connects with the story of Jesus. "Why have You forsaken me?"
Those of us with such goodness in us, such innocence, such idealism find ourselves thrust into so contrary a world experience that doesn't appreciate and care about the best parts of who we are. It does everything to break us down and turn us into automatons serving The Adversary.
It succeeds in this by ensuring we have no option but to conform by having monopoly powers over the earth.