Copied from https://youtu.be/2U1_7g3QodA
The part 9 minutes in is important. As she says, it's one thing if the person is dysfunctional and abusive, but it's a whole new reality when you come to appreciate it's premeditated, planned, and acted with deliberate malicious intent. Further, it's even deeper when it is a child being born into such an environment. In my own case I lucked out as a young adult, but not knowing what I had dealt with as a child, the chief perpetrator hunted me down. I was naive and gullible enough to think they had changed, and that finally a warm and understanding bond would be possible.
I've heard it said don't bother trying to explain these things to people without direct experiences of their own, and that's a good point. The narc material on this channel is what it is. I have an obsessive library on it because it is material I needed to know when I was a young child, and my ignorance of these realities had tremendously destructive effects on my personal reality.
On the one hand, Hell is being born into the arms of one of these monsters. On the other, I'm guessing I'd not have been targeted as I was if I had not an incredibly resilient soul from God.
I firmly believe it is spiritual based on everything I've perceived and thought about.
And if people are going to call me a narcissist for not conforming to others and for going my own ways, they have no idea what the term entails when it is used in videos like this.
She says since they don't have any guilt and remorse, since they have no conscience, they don't have any issue whatsoever telling the boldest lies with full conviction. You also ought to consider this for big picture matrix realities.
So often we are projecting our natures onto others and trying to understand others and the world by assuming we can do so from knowing and understanding ourselves. This is false. Predatory, parasitical, and sadistic demons lacking any conscience LIVE among us. This is a fact kids aren't taught in their schools.
I was literally trying to bond with and love a sadistic monster from Hell. Literally I say. I don't know how better to put it.
Also - the amount of acting they do. They are the best actors. They use a full spectrum of tactics and techniques to hypnotize, control, and confuse the target. I was making life-altering decisions on totally false information conveyed with the most sincere warmth. She says they spend extraordinary time practicing their methods and acting.
I can also say they don't get anything from love or affection. We are talking about the true nature of the devil in the flesh. Like I say, they live. Many don't know it. I didn't know it because these realities don't seem commonly taught.
I don't like making things too personal, but one more thing I should say is that I went head first into a pack of these narcs as a young adult, who again played me like a fiddle as I guess I had been groomed to be played from my home life. I didn't understand these things and couldn't make sense of them. I thought at least for what I had endured as a child and teen that God was looking out for me and bringing these great people my way, but I was wrong.
Of course I am learning from everything and trying to make the best of everything I can, but I feel I had much more potential than I can ever now express in this reality because of people and circumstances beyond my control. I couldn't really have known any better. I did the best I could based on how I was. In my case, I was very passionate and loving, so there was a lot of emotional energy for such creatures to feed on. Very powerful at the soul level I'd say, very deep, very rich. A lot to exploit. Naive, gullible, idealistic, imaginative - a perfect target.
