It's In Your Nature Just to Hurt Me~ (an animated song about Stockholm Syndrome)

~an animated video about living with Stockholm's Syndrome by The Smokey Jane~

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Everyday I do my best to put out quality material and I stare at a blank notebook and procrastinate and wallow in the past as it seems.
People say that it isn't my fault when I tell them my story but it doesn't discredit hat fact that I should be better...and I should have BEEN better what with all the opportunities bestowed upon me.
Had I just learned how to play the game in my youth in stead of absorbing all the negative energies given to me as a child then perhaps...

The beatings have stopped...have I managed to continue to beat myself unbeknownst to my own awareness?
I'd like to think so.

I continue to struggle with my trauma and attempt to build myself back up to ground zero again before I was born into a hate I didn't understand...ans hopefully, I'll receive some joy out of it this time~