I reckon the mighty Moses is a figure that holds much intrigue to most soldiers of faith. He sure does me. Now due to me being created thus, the allegorical nature of these scriptures now really light up as I continue to ask my “where doth the twain meet” question. As a result of doing this video, I now more than ever am of the view that everything is up for discussion on what the OT meant & how we are meant to read them.

So this video started out with me just pressing record as I just could not settle on a starting point. As the video evolved, it turned into a most edifying experience, leading me to the laws of Moses & perhaps a whole new body of work. An example of how Christ rips that veil on how the OT ought be read is in Act 10, when Simon Peter sees the vision of the beasts, as the Lord Jesus Christ grafts the gentiles into the household of God. I've seen for so long now that these animals were the gentiles, but also I was seeing them as unclean devilish spirits. Now I see the 2 fit like a glove as the 2 are the same.

But now Im led to ponder many things such as if the law of Moses was indeed the law of God. But also, given they were written allegorically, when we read of the Jews in Romans 9 trying to live for God through these laws, were they being literal as we see now? Or were they living for God through the law in an allegorical sense, but they were condemned as it was not of faith?

By the end of this video I feel Ive much more discernment on the “eye for eye, tooth for tooth” question, where in fact I may be settled on its meaning & just why Jesus preached against it. The next video may well be on this.

So as I complete this video, today is the day they call “Anzac day”. A day where the controllers of the earth sit back and drool over their past Masonic theatres of war masterpieces. Due to it being a day the shops don't open at 1PM, I headed up to the park, just to leave the house for an hour or so. On doing so, I saw my old man again as I was being lured into condemning others for the very things I do myself. The soldiers of faith can only see these testimonies as we fear, revere, thus see the Holy Spirit.

Arron woman at the well video - https://www.bitchute.com/video/uG7GK6BgJu0U/

I'm seeing that so many things in these scriptures directly relate to one another. Along with this, I'm seeing that many different areas of study I've been focused on in the past are also related. All roads just keep leading back to the Ephesians 5 great mystery. This has played an enormous role in my office & studies & its emerging clearer all the time just how and why. The skeleton key of course to understanding these scriptures is that they are all about the “self” of the first carnal man and the “selfless” second spiritual man in Christ. All men are created with freewill. The first carnal man uses that freewill to serve self, as he builds his house by the works of his own hands. This we read as he fashioning & molding his idol, which is his reality. The second spiritual man exercises that freewill by offering it as a peaceful freewill offering to the Holy Spirit as he makes that choice to serve Christ.

A massive realization hits me during this video about just what it means when Jesus says he came to fulfil the law. He came to accomplish its purpose. Given this, 2 pieces of scripture in John that I identified very early on as companion scriptures just make total sense now. If Jesus did not come, the man could not see that he was blind, thus his sin were not known to him, nor was he condemned of them.

Jesus came to condemn no one but to save everyone, but they had to admit that they could not see. It's Moses that condemns, as it emerges that Moses could very well be the accuser. But all things are of God through and by Jesus. Heaven and earth will pass away, by my words will never pass away. So how is it that the first covenant will pass away, and the law was through and by Moses?

The parabolic nature of the woman emerges clearer on this video. I'm seeing that we are not faith, nor sin. They are within us, but are not us. The man, which I see as the soul, by choosing Christ or self, faith or sin determines his own nature, which I see as his wife, land, heart & womb.

Bill is in hospital, but the dog is not. The weight loss journey of recent has had me feeling like I've been in hell on earth. A few decisions have been made as the big appointment with the doctor comes and goes, leaving me dazed and more confused than ever.

Over the last little while, I've been shown that a key element of walking in faith is having that much belief and reverence in the Holy Spirit, that we now must see our whole lives as testimony. Everything, every last detail of the life of the soldier of faith is the will of God as he tries us in the hotbed of filth that is planet Babylon. I constantly marvel at how he continues to use our lives to show us his glory, as he brings us closer to him & one another. So now I'm always keenly looking out for opportunities to leave the classroom & be given real life situations, where I can apply what I've learned about this glorious gospel. We must not only talk the talk, but we must also walk the walk. Over the last few months I've started to speak more openly about my situation here & just how the Holy Spirit sustains me. What has led me to this point today of doing these videos, has come from a series of testimonies that has me convinced, I've been ordained to do them. They make up a key element of my office in the body of Christ. Late last year, I was led to visit my Dr, with a view to have my state of mind tested, as the Holy Spirit appears to be moving me to the next chapter of my life. Monday, yesterday was the day of my first meeting with my new agency, & no nothing went according to the script as I thought it may have been written. This video, my testimony of the roller coaster that has been my last 2 days, as my faith, awe and reverence of the Holy Spirit soars to new heights.

So I'm out and about manifesting my next video, what to speak about, where to start.

So I put down on my last video how I'm now starting to see that a biblical city is a joint reality made up of many people. So we in the body of Christ make up the household of God, which is Jerusalem, the female, the wife of the Lord Jesus Christ. But we are all joined as one by the spirit of faith. So a mass of people who are joined by one belief system that makes up the biblical city of Jerusalem. So on the earth now I see religion as cities biblically. So I see Catholicism could be the city of Rome. But they are all unified by a common belief system, their religion. The JWs is a defenced city, their religion, their high tower and strong hold. Muslims & Jews are all unified by their religion, making them carnal biblical cities. At the end of it all there are 2 main cities, 2 great cities that I see. The great city of Babylon & the great city of Jerusalem, carnal or spiritual, self or Christ, the idol or faith.

So on a text message, brother Arron asked me what was making me think this. This text appearing just as I sit down to make my final decision of this video. So I'm doing this video to outline what I was seeing before this new revelation as well as how the revelation played out.

There is also a second strand running right through this video that I'm starting to see now as well. A part of scripture that has always baffled me, is the undeniable connection to the worship of the idol, man self worshipping to worshipping the host of heaven. A recent conversation that Alex & I were gifted with a Muslim lady, as well as the recent “holy” month of “Ramadan” has now enabled me to identify this mystery.

The last week for me has been mentally challenging and I'm quite exhausted by it. But again I'm reminded to not become too wrapped up in the affairs of this life and always to have faith in the outcome that is of God & not becoming obsessed with my own desired outcomes.

My weight loss journey just continues to play out as a living, breathing companion of my walk of faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. A sequence of events has brought the whole thing to a climax, what appears to be its close. But as always for me in my life there must be this asterisk. We have white bread rolls, old ladies telling me to stop, visits to the Dr & dentist, breakfast cereal & even a late cameo from the New Zealand man who thinks everything is funny. I continue to ask myself, “what's the testimony, & where is the Holy Spirit in all this?” It would appear that my dear and much beloved Alex has pulled me out of the fire & saved me from myself. This a testimony video inspired by some feedback from the brethren that I ought do more & that magnificent testimony video from brother Arron that is linked below.

I'm standing in the kitchen just after Id realized that I had been adding pepper to my eggs as opposed to my chia seed, busily laughing at & mocking myself, when there was a knock on the door. Oh, I thought, a knock on the door, this hasn't happened since 1975. How exciting. Who could it be, what could they want I wondered. So standing at the door was the lady I used to live next to at the old place that fell down. Now this lady is a lovely lady, a lady I respect, have always had a good relationship with, a lady who has always been good to me, nothing but friendly. In her hand was a loaf of freshly baked white bread. As I write this blurb, it is 6.30AM at the end of fast 112, a long fast of 18 hours today. My lips smack, they salivate, as my stomach grumbles with fast 112 culminating into her climax as writing this forces me to reflect on this dear lady & this amazing looking loaf of white bread. So I've been saying for the time I've been on my weight loss adventure that white bread rolls are my adversary, I see them as the carnal temptations in the allegory this diet provides, walking alongside my walk in faith. Brett she says, I was wondering if you would like this loaf of white bread? Oh be still my beating heart. Now this bread looked simply magnificent, big slices, with massive crusty bits at either end, this bread was pure poetry and an object of pure perfection to this carb deprived soldier. But its also carnal lust in the allegory. "Oh, no thanks, but thank you, I'm on a diet" my tormented soul lamented. "OK no worries she said as she looked for someone else to give over this work of magnificence. So in an allegorical sense, I feel now like my wife has been obedient to my husband, not giving myself over to my carnal nature, but strong & focused in the spirit. This then caused me to reflect on Sarah calling Abraham "lord", this accounted to her righteousness. Now when I then recount my testimony of that lady who tried to stir my carnal nature by shrieking a familiar cry to me of "What!? I'm just joking - Why are you so sensitive??", I'm now led on an amazing journey again that has etched me closer to my big question "where doth the twain meet? This a video that has provided a companion to me in this serious time of testing over the period of week in what I call "my life" it took me to compile and complete it. I shall surely miss this one.

Yeah all roads continue to lead me back to the Ephesians 5 great mystery as it pertains to God's relationship with his people, his people's relationship with sin. All things are of God through & by the Lord Jesus Christ.

Now it's my testimony & thus understanding that all the prophecies that are spiritual in the scriptures will play out in the carnal realm. This will help sort the sheep from the goats, the carnal mind from the spiritually minded in Christ. So things that are now the mainstream narratives are the same things that I have received strikes for in the past as I was censored completely about the master race who are actually the victim, that perfect protected group. The reality now in Gaza is reaching new depths that has me searching all my spiritual understanding, as I ask God, “why?”

A funny thing has happened to me on the way to the moon. I've found since after I started to wake up that my idol was being built on, as I started to find rest in the “hit your knees” & “entertainment” doctrines. Now as the Holy Spirit continues to abolish my idol and throw down my former high places, I'm seeing more and more these scriptures are speaking to you, speaking to you, speaking to the body of Christ. The problem is not someone else, the problem is me, the problem is self.

Isaiah 45.7 tells us that the LORD forms the light, and creates darkness: he makes peace, and creates evil. All things are of God through and by Jesus. Once again, I am led back to the sharp 2-edged sword, where the brackets bible version gives a late plot twist that has me at fever pitch that I'm in truth that this sword, being the word of God, is in fact Adam Jesus. All things are of God through and by the Lord Jesus Christ.

A testimony of power has seen me reach into the innermost parts of my soul that has rendered me guilty. This has led me to apologize to the brethren but seeing the peaceful fruits of the righteousness of God shine through, as he uses our afflictions to purify our hearts by faith as the perfect day draws forever nigh.

Numbers page - https://www.bitchute.com/channel/jijTpOpW30Qy/
Arrons page - https://www.bitchute.com/video/u4SAfAupDxaW/
Kennys page - https://www.bitchute.com/channel/W4gMUdkbbNek/

So yes it was a big conundrum for me in my studies for so long, but it seems the answer was staring me in the face the whole time. Time and again in these scriptures, our reality & in this gospel, the truth seems strange at first, but then presents as plain logic as it solidifies in the ever-growing spiritual heart. The LORD God plants the garden, and there he puts the man whom he had formed. The man is brought to the land as he is given his new heart in Christ. For so long id been seeing the heart as the land but couldn't reconcile how the man can come to the land, but yet the heart is given to us. The seed is the word of God given us so that the LORD can write his laws in our hearts. The new heart Gods land as we are brought to Christ on repentance. This now has brought everything in the OT into discussion on a whole new level, as the carnal "Israel" continues to reveal the depths of her black heart of death.

For me the struggle of living my life as a now spiritual entity is real and intensifies by the hour with every experience. Issues emerge that seem so trivial, but the carnal emotions can swell up, leading me at times to be at the point of losing this red-hot temper of mine. But what about when we are deprived of a carnal requirement such as sleep? How does the happy soldier on Christ deal with this as we strive to be consistent in our behavior in our day to day lives. Jealously is a curse they say. But recent experiences have caused me to ask this question of myself, as well as the deeper mystery of where these carnal emotions are birthed from & how we put them to death, if indeed we are to put them to death. The struggle is real and intensifying.

I feel I've reached a point of both challenge & concern in the scriptures, culminating in the gospels. Reading one of Jesus parables for over the 30th time & still not understanding has caused me to put down the book in exasperation, feeling I just have nothing left. It took me around a week just to read Matthew this time as I just feel empty and drained as I hear Jesus' cry "How is it that ye do not understand?" as I sat there at 4AM still not understanding. I have been faced with a moment I knew was coming, but now it has arrived.

As has day 100 of the weight loss mission, with the final answer to the white bread roll question being answered. To have or not to have the white bread roll at day 100. A question that has gotten very deep for me as this diet continues to reveal some deep spiritual truths as the Holy Spirit moves me ever closer to understanding his & his perfect will. Living in a carnal body in carnal world - How far should we go

Arron page link - https://www.bitchute.com/video/u4SAfAupDxaW/

The Holy Spirit is now writing his laws, his words into the hearts of his people. I marvel everyday now just how the Holy Spirit uses our very lives to do this. But we must believe. Once we believe, we will then see & for me, once we can see the reverence, respect & faith just abounds. I've been learning over the last few months just how we do this walk blindly walking after our spiritual light, his name Jesus. I can now testify due to recent experiences and learnings that faith, meaning belief is one thing, but having faith in God’s will is quite another. I feel now this all ties into the love of money, which I see as the blessing, as well as a focus on the outcome, rather than the journey of faith. Self justification and doubt but be out, for if they be present, we are just kidding ourselves, not fair dinkum and lukewarm at best. So right now as I execute my office each day leaving the classroom, venturing out into the field, I'm keenly seeking opportunities where I can trial my new levels of reverence, as I seek both God’s will & its meaning, rather than focusing on the outcome of the trial and or experience. Enter my latest orange light meeting. Boy what an experience this was & it's with utter joy that I share this experience on my page with any whom I'm blessed enough to have listen. During my working on the end scriptures of my last video, it started to come in that I may have had a breakthrough in an area of scriptures where understanding has been oh so elusive. The man is brought to God's land to till the seed, as God plants his seed in our hearts. I can't find rest how these 2 seemingly same concepts look so different on paper. It started to emerge that the answer is very much in the question. Our new heart is God's land, his seed, his laws being written in our hearts, our seed birthing our spirit, which brings forth the fruits of righteousness, making us the spiritual trees of Eden.

So a verse of the day from blue letter bible has compelled me to change track, as I return my focus to an area of scripture that has caught my attention from pretty much day one.. The tabernacle of the congregation, what it was, what it represents, if it's carnal or spiritual & all these potential implications. But this also ties in with a large body of work I was in recently, where Jesus is clear that heaven and earth will pass away, with other scriptures clear the first covenant has waxed old and will vanish away. So I first set out on this video early Friday morning after a difficult sleepless night, that led to a fast of serious testing. Something happened late Thursday that aroused my carnal nature & did in fact “trigger me”. So the contents & details of this testing will I continue to keep to myself and the Holy Spirit. But I need it be made known that in the background of this video is a testimony of fire going on that has led to the killing off of my carnal man just that bit more. For in that I be so thankful to the Lord Jesus Christ, my King. But this happens to me at times when I do these videos. I hear or see something that leads me to ask and be confronted with the question, do I speak, or do I hold my peace. On Friday morning, I couldn't help myself, where, as it turns out my carnal nature prevailed over my spiritual nature. So I pressed record and spoke my mind, foolishly. But in the end, no harm was done as I was spoken to in the spirit & I chose to listen, thus hear, thus learn. A series of events that were numerous and profound led me to bin that file and start the video again. The Holy Spirit has again saved me from myself, as he reduced me to ashes. As a result, I heard, listened and have grown in reverence & faith, as again these scriptures as an outcome come to life in a whole new way.

So as I continue to etch ever so closer to putting down the video I'm looking to do on how I'm seeing the man's soul is the cup, I've become most fixated indeed on the concept of the love of money. For a long time now I've seen to just automatically view a scripture as being carnal is something that is fraught with danger. In Ephesians 6, Paul tells us of the full armour of God. We know this clothing, this raiment is of a spiritual nature. So can we consider this is what Paul might be speaking of in 1 Timothy 6 & Jesus in Luke 12 when he gives the parable of the foolish man and his barns? In John 6, where Jesus declares they come to him not due to the miracle but because they were filled, for me is a companion verse of these other 2 pieces of scripture. It becomes more and more apparent as this video progresses that this once more pertains to the great skeleton key of these scriptures, less of self, more of Christ. The rewards we are gifted by faith is not godliness, no the fact our names are written in heaven by faith and her subsequent fruits is this godliness. A real life, real time testimony that saw my weight increase rend my heart, putting me firmly back in my place, as the Holy Spirit reveals to me that I was looking for outcomes rather than embracing the journey of the true soldier of faith. Then the verses of the day and the calendars come flowing in, as I'm seeing who Christ is, what faith is on a whole new level, as a greater understanding emerges as to what serving Christ actually means and entails.

So it would appear that the calendars have seen me go off now in a new direction, at least for now, from the areas of scripture I've been looking at recently. If there are 2 aspects of scripture, I just can't find rest on it would be Solomon's house as well as the concept of biblical eating and drinking. The bread of life clearly for me is both the flesh of the Lord Jesus Christ & his word, the word of God. But yet, we read in both testaments that man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God. Now isn't the word of God that bread of life? So does this mean the Holy Spirit actually speaks to us in some other way. This an area of scripture I have quite frankly shied away from till now. But due to these verses of the day and calendars, I now feel compelled by the Holy Spirit to head in this direction happily and joyfully. Now in one of the calendars from Deuteronomy, we see the word “fill”. This has now led me to ask such questions as “is it possible for us to gorge on the fruits of righteousness”? Is it possible for us to be overfilled on faith? For so long now I've been asking the question, an earthly story with a heavenly meaning, where doth the twain meet. Another area where I see an example of this is in 1 Timothy 6 & its companion scripture Luke 12 where Jesus & Paul call on us to be content with what we have, such as our food and raiment. So the love of money is the root of all evil. Are we talking templar money here, are we talking physical clothes and food? I feel right now I've just come out of a time of severe testing of my faith, out of my winter dark, with the sun on my back once more. Over the last week I have been going through the same with the diet as I crave my temptations, as the fasts become long and grievous. In the space of a couple of days I was called sick looking as I’d lost weight, that I still had a tummy & that I was in my late 50s. But just like my faith I now feel confident I've come back into the daytime from my winter dark time of testing.

Alrighty then, let us now return back to the homestead behind a new non rebooting PC as things here appear to return to “normal”. So a large ingredient of my work here in my office as I do these videos is to be simply led by the spirit of God in any & all ways I can now understand. A key element of this is to just let my life flow as I view everything in it as testimony. As I set out on this video, the day after I commenced it was the day of the big meeting with the purple beast in the latest instalment of how the Holy Spirit would continue to sustain me here in this situation of mine. A situation that from my perspective is constantly on a knife's edge, but forever packed and brimming with powerful testimony. So the original intent of the video was to start putting down just how I'm seeing that the cup in the scriptures is not only where we drink of our destiny of God, our reward for works, but seeing & testing the man could actually be the cup itself. But this quickly changed on receiving a few calendar verses coupled with my latest appointment with the beast. This appointment has led to a few most powerful testimonies once again. I was blessed once more with coming face to face with my carnal man again as well as being tempted by one of my biggest temptations, being treated with disrespect by someone hiding behind the cloak of “abuse won't be tolerated”. The blue star continues on unmercifully in its unquenchable blood thirsty rampage , as the world sits idly by doing nothing to help the poor afflicted of Gaza. This once more is riling me, making this blood of mine boil. But the message as always is clear, seeing evil and what I perceive as the shortcomings or even sins in others does not add to my righteousness and redemption in Christ. In fact to view things this way be a snare and a pit. It starts at home, in our own heart, my enemy & adversary, my carnal nature. A message of power from a much loved sister has caused me to put down the glasses as Im now led to ponder even deeper and significant truths about the essence of God & what role Satan plays in all this . Another period of my life that has seen me tried, tested, refined & pruned. as I just grow even more in faith. The more our understanding of God's will is tested the more faith we require

Wow wee, what an utterly wonderful experience it was to put this video down. This by far was my most unique video, this for numerous reasons. It would be the longest in terms of start date to end date the video spanned across & took in many phases of my current life journey and walk in Christ. The PC began to die a very dramatic death just before I commenced doing this video. But me being ever willing & now having nowhere to go, tried to plough on, but to no avail. I started out & concluded here at home, via stints at the park & in my car. By the end of the video, I own a new PC & had a wonderful few days stopping and taking stock. This has taken an enormous toll on my state of mind, but what I do know is both my faith and reverence has increased as a result of this whole sorry saga of the death of a man's sanity & his pc by a thousand reboots. The testimonies I have acquired as a result however have been more precious than even the finest gold. I hope and pray other brother and sisters out there may find benefit and edification from this my latest trail by faith.

The dust now settles on my park video where I revealed more about my situation and the gravity of this PC rebooting trial of fire. This video was extremely difficult to put down with me feeling like all of God's forces are now against me. It's a difficult time for me here in this office. But I can see how it does all tie in with what I'm currently learning in the scriptures and the videos. A cornerstone to the servant of Christ is the belief that he uses our lives as a testimony to purify us and make us at one with him. But right now, its quite difficult to fathom what he wants from me. By the end of this video I return to the pits of PC rebooting despair, as I find a workaround for the most ridiculous IT issue of them yet, the BLB go slow. I'm now seeing that the fury of the LORD could well be Satan. It may even be that it was Satan who appeased Gods wrath for the sin of the man in the OT. What a set of circumstances back then we find ourselves. We did, just as we do now need Messiah. Save me oh LORD from the trials you are wroughting in me & please give me the strength to stay sane and overcome in your name.

Due to my recent & resurgent PC rebooting issues, along with the BLB go slow, coupled with the orange light again burning bright, I feel compelled now to head on down to the park. Up till now the Holy Spirit has forbidden me to speak of my situation. But now due to this storm gathering on numerous fronts, I feel now it's time to disclose more about me, how I got here & my current situation. Doing this video was liberating and a real relief to my soul to get this information out there. I hope and pray now that the adults in the room will see with more clarity of my current trials, struggles & why & how this is about far more than just a rebooting PC

Wow so this was quite the video to do. From the highs of pink ponchos, weight loss & standing atop of the mountain, to the utter despair of a rebooting PC, blue letter bibles go slow meeting taking a more permanent hold, also with the reemergence of that dreaded orange light. I have been reduced to ashes, my entire office, faith & life being tested to the absolute limit. It's been a remarkable experience to have all this going on, running side by side with the content and revelations in this video.

The seed is an aspect of scripture that has fascinated me since the first time I read of it some 5 years ago now. It's also my witness that it holds massive interest to others who believe as well as those who claim to believe, only fooling themselves. But now due to this video I'm now seeing this could be tying into this greater mystery I've focused on previously, how the incorruptible seed, the word of God never perishes, but clearly that first covenant did.

The sin of man in the OT was written in the tables of their hearts to condemn by that first covenant. Where now, due to the resurrection, the spirit of the living God is writing these same laws in the tables of our hearts by faith. Anything that's not of faith is sin, Galatians 3.12 clear that first covenant was not of faith.

A next level video to do this one, which has led me to the point of heading down to the park in the next one to fully reveal my situation, how I got here. Something previously, till now, my understanding has had the Holy Spirit forbid me to do. Its time, so serious and pressing is this. This is far far more than just a rebooting PC

Its quite clear to me now that the whole purpose for the man being created was so we could defeat our carnal nature, sin by faith. The prize from day one was to be at one with God and his laws, this the righteousness of God. We now have access to this grace, righteousness by faith in the Lord Jeusus Christ & the fear of God. Im seeing this access the ladder Jacob witnessed and prophesied of, this also the tree of life. We in the body of Christ have been charged to “keep the way” of the tree of life as we execute our offices in the fear of God & faith in Jesus, the whole purpose for why the man was created. The question on why I have been born thus has been one that has been gruelling, testing and at times downright torturous. But since I was grafted into the olive trees, these prayers have been more than abundantly answered. A major reason is that its led me to be just so relentless in these scriptures to seek a deeper understanding of all these passages that appear to the carnal eye to be a lecture about people's sex lives. This has been a major gateway in me accessing the allegorical nature of this book and our reality. I feel now I am that step closer to understanding this sodomite and homosexual allegory in these scriptures. Let us not be soft to the touch and effeminate in the body of Christ, but the resolute single focused soldiers we are. This also tis directly into the male female aspects of these scriptures as a new connection seems to be emerging on the behaviour of the carnal “wife” of the “house” & the works of the devil. This new weight loss dietary regime I embarked on 2 months ago now continues to bear fruit as I seem to be through a period of intense testing. It's remarkable how this life changing event just continues to renew my both outer and inner man as the testimony received is now truly blowing my mind. This video has been an enormous challenge to put down with many issues and diversions making staying coherent and on track nigh impossible. Blue letter bible appears to be on a slow protest, with my video processing software “openshot” completely dropping its bundle during this video.

Every experience is a test, a proving and a trial of our faith. But also everything we do is also an opportunity to become more spiritual, thus being at one with God and his laws. This for me is the grand prize. The first covenant did most certainly tell us that by these laws you will find life, but we all know by now that the first covenant was not by faith. In order to access grace, it simply must be by faith, otherwise it's just by our own works, which by their very nature are of our foolish, godless carnal idol. Everything must die that the new come alive. A question I have been musing for quite some time, “is there anything exempt from this”? For me even God died in the carnal realm as a man, his name Jesus Christ. The household of God was torn down, God's husbandry, Zion was destroyed and ploughed as a field. Sowhat about the tree of life, did the tree of life also fall? A family tree is that family's household, for me it seems clear they be the same thing. In John 1 we read that Jesus is the “true” light, in John 15 he is described as the “true” vine, it seems to me they are both pertaining to the same thing, the spirit of faith, which it seems to me is the tree of life. In the tabernacle Aaron the light bringer brought the light to light the lamps. Psalm 80 tells us we have a vine that was cut down and burned with fire. A few verses in Isaiah telling us that Jesus will be raised from the cut down tree of David. It would certainly appear this stump was the access man had to God's grace that had been cut down due to sin. So one of many questions now emerges, was the OT tree of life actually the first covenant that was weak and unprofitable due to the weakness of the carnal nature of man?

I'm really feeling now that I, thus we, are now closing in on some significant truths about the true nature of our reality and the workings of the man God has formed and placed upon the earth. For so long now I've been seeing these 2 H words “keep” H8104 the “way” H1870 that we first see together in Genesis 3, where the flaming sword & the Cherubims are given charge to keep the way of the tree of life. Recently I've been seeing the tree of life is both faith and the body of Christ. This a bit of an issue for me as I see faith as the Holy Spirit, which is the male, but the body of Christ is the female, the dwelling place of our faith. In John 15, Jesus says he is the vine & we its branches, that vine for me is both the tree of life and faith, Jesus the head of that family tree. Much has begun to emerge in this video about the relationship of God and man, as well as male & female in these scriptures. I'm now at a point where we exercising our freewill is the dividing point of death and life. Freewill is a glorious gift given us by the Holy Spirit, this gift essential to us defeating sin and our carnal nature by faith. The first spiritual man each day makes the choice to use that freewill to serve Christ and not self, hence we give over and forfeit that freewill. The first carnal man however uses his freewill to serve self, as he forms, frames and fashions his reality, his vain carnal idol. This for me is what sin is and how sin entered into the creation. It's also looking more like that our choices each day as to if we hearken to our spiritual or carnal nature is the wife of our house choosing to be loyal Jerusalem or the carnal harlot of whoredoms. The shining light guiding these decisions being our holy spirit, our faith as we keep the way of the tree of life in fear of God, the wife reverencing the husband of our house.

As the comment from brother Arron relating to Adam settles and takes hold, I'm seeing that not only does it fit, it also seems quite logical. My struggle has been trying to resolve in my mind and heart the creation of the man in Genesis is clearly plural, but yet in Romans 5.12 the sin that entered is by one man. Arron offers that it's both, one member of mankind did not heed the command, thus sin entered. Given this perspective, I'm now seeing this as both an allegory and figure to the body of Christ. It only takes one sin, thus one sinner to infest the church like a cancer, leaving the whole lump with sin. In fact as I write this, I'm caused to consider the spreading leprosy in the house back in Leviticus 14. This also showing me this is why the sinner had to be stoned to death in the OT, lest the whole lump become leavened with sin. The household of God, the zeal of Jesus must be united as one man, in lockstep with God & his commands by faith. A new area of intrigue has now opened up about the man, his creation, relationship with both God and the woman due to my recent focus of study in early Genesis. The man, mankind was created then put into the garden of Eden. His purpose to till the ground & to keep and dress the garden of Eden. The only thing we read of, it would appear that was not good in the creation was for the man, mankind, to be alone. Back in 1.28 we also read mankind was created for the same purpose both Jesus and the entire NT is clear is the same purpose today for the body of Christ. That to bring forth the fruits of righteousness by faith, the seed given us by grace on repentance. But looking into that H word for dress and till, reveals that Adam was put into the garden of Eden to be the husbandman of all the garden. I'm led to think he was put there to guard & protect, to be the overseer of the tree of life, while God went into a far country. This now revealing many more parallels with the man and the children of Israel, as well as giving some of the parables of Jesus a greater & more deeper context.

One of the many blessings of being born thus is being able to understand by testimony just how these scriptures, when speaking of the relationship between man and woman is not speaking in a carnal sense. These scriptures are not a lecture or a framework about our carnal sex lives, but are very much about our spiritual love lives. Only the second spiritual man can see these allegories with any sort of clarity, due to our Holy Spirit given by grace via faith. The Ephesians 5 great mystery has played an essential role in my office since I was grafted into the body of Christ that day at the rock in June 2018. In fact this great mystery is well one of my greatest life passions. On reading Psalms this time, much has stood out, such as Psalm 69 for multiple reasons. I saw more clearly this time the deeper meaning of what David was saying when he tells us the zeal of the Lord Jesus Christ is for the house of God. As I really thought about this more deeply, it started to emerge that the whole reason Jesus was made manifest was to save and for the sake of his body of people, the sons of God, the body of Christ. This so we can both bear the light as the male and precious seed as the female, bringing forth the fruits of the expiatory death of the Lord Jesus Christ. The house of God is a central theme throughout the entire scriptures and this is indeed the passion and obsession of Christ, his very purpose. Brother Arron has blessed me and my little page with many comments of deep significance. This video will be focusing on 3 of these comments as all roads seem heading to the great mystery & the relationship between Adam and Eve as it relates to the Lord Jesus Christ & his body, his fathers house, his zeal and purpose. Those who I'm blessed to watch my videos on a regular basis will know of my struggles with just how Adam and Eve were manifest. Adam was made the son of God of the dust of the earth. 1 Corinthians 15 telling me this is an allegory that he is the first earthly carnal sensual man. But in Genesis Adam is clearly made up of at least one male and one female. But yet in Romans 5 we read that by “one man” sin entered the world. This comment from Arron is quite the draw dropper that has sent me to the scriptures to examine if these things be so. This has then led me on a wonderful journey to the unleavened lump, the wandering stars, erratic teachers as Satan, our adversary attempts to trouble Israel with the leaven of carnal godless sin.

Meeting my former drunken self at 4 AM has now led me to further consider how to apply less of self and more of Christ. When we repent and embark on this miraculous journey of the progression of faith we are transformed & rejuvenated into a new creature in Christ. Gone is the foolish idol, our old reality that we were forming, framing and sculpting for ourselves, replaced with the true reality of faith in Christ in the fear of God, walking in the light of the gospel. I know I am still me, thus this new identity in Christ is my new self, he now seeking to be wholly dedicated to Jesus as my Holy Spirit within shines brighter and brighter by the very day. So does our heart think? Are the thoughts of our heart what we now class as our “thoughts” Is it possible for the heart to think with the mind being absent? Is it possible for the mind to think with the heart being absent? So once more it would appear that all roads are again leading back to the Ephesians 5 great mystery as it ties in with the creation of the woman after the man in Genesis 2. To me the NT is clear that the feminine is the repented body of Christ, or the unrepented members of the body of the harlot. Taking in Ephesians 5 as we compare this to Genesis 2, Eve seems to be the collective body of Adam. Genesis 1 & 5 clear saying Adam, mankind, were made up of at least one male & one female. But Romans 5.12 telling us that by one man sin entered. But as I've been seeing and saying for a long time now, I see man in the greater allegory as the woman, God the male, this layed out in Ephesians 5. So a comment from Arron has asked me to consider if the female is always a bad influence on the man. I've also been led to consider why Adam needed a suitable helper and if Eve herself had a suitable helper. Hebrews 2 is clear that the Lord Jesus Christ is now the helper for his people, the new Eve, the wife of the son of God, but are we now the suitable helper for the Son of God? Jesus is the true vine, this father the husbandman, we the branches. Its abundantly clear to me now that the fruits of the earth come from mankind. The fruits of the death from the members of the body of the harlot, the fruits of righteousness from the body of Christ. The dog is quite, as is Bill & the New Zealand man who thinks everything is funny as the waistline continues to shrink & I grow in confidence the PC rebooting issue may well be resolved, at long last.